This teenage girl

anxious

2012-01-12T08:34:00.001-08:00

Hi!

Its probably too late to say Happy New Year but i'm gonna say it anyway so Happy New Year everyone! Hope all of you have a nice holiday. I sure did ;) You see, i visited London and Paris for this 2011 holiday. Yep, i had a blast. Wish i could say the same thing for mum because she was sick during the trip but it turn out pretty well and i get to travel to Europe. I am lucky, Alhamdulilah.

So 2012 huh? Time flies pretty fast. 2012 has been good so far although i constantly feel i'm running just to catch up with time. I've loads to do, revision to cover which i did little because of everything else. SIGH i don't know how to do it right cuz every time i am always behind schedule. Its like when i plan something, the verdict will always be opposing of what i originally plan. So i'm trying my best. And i am also scared, scared of my examination this year. I mean they're just papers of course, with questions in them but its scary. I don't know if i can handle it but i will work hard though :/ gaaah, i have mixed feelings right now. Sometimes i feel lost, like i don't what to do anymore. Its pretty normal right to feel like this? I mean i am so anxious you know. Time is running out and i barely do a thing!

Guess i'll just have to keep trying then. I'm not sure when will i able to update again but i can assure you, its not going to be in the near future. Lols, i'll try. I want to stay away from blogging or any social network-ing for a while. Keep my head in the game you know? Ok so, i'll update soon.

Assalamualaikum.

2011-11-27T22:04:00.000-08:00

Hey ya'll!

I am finally gonna blog again. FINALLY, free time!! Since its the holiday for one whole month until next year. Of course, next year will be very crucial and i'm going to sit for probably the most important examination of my whole entire life. Anyways, i'll worry about that next year :/ Right now, imma just enjoy my life - for one whole month. I patted myself for working very hard for the past few months :D

Its going to be a very interesting December this year!! I am looking forward to it! details soon or later.

i really just want to say that my baby is growing up into a very handsome lad. awwww, i love my baby! ;) you see, yes, its him below! beliebers don't care about the idiotic and pathetic rumors that are created by those lowlife and bare-minded people, OK? so say all you want about him, b beliebers'll throw a grenade at you :)

thats him right there, proud you baby! ;) hehehehe

These are my dream home and hoping to create this when i have a job and high salary ( AMIN ). can't you see this? this is so fabulous!

*drools

Oh and i also watched Breaking Dawn Part 1 yesterday. It premieres in Brunei couple of days ago and we only get to watch it yesterday. plus, all the Bruneians will be out anyway for a shopping spree so its a bit overcrowded and i know mum don't want that. personally, i find it very annoying but yeah, thats the tradition.

ok so like, BD part 1 was LEGIT! AWESOME! TEAM JACOB! Opps :P the only disappointing part is that, the Part 2 will be in NOVEMBER 2012. that's a heck of a long time to wait! why do they have to suffer us like this? me no likey! :@

TEAM JACOB! ( Opps )

Ok so, will update again soon. Byes.

Assalamualaikum.

GET YOUR SPELLING CHECKED-UP PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-11-23T22:25:00.000-08:00

its

J-U-S-T-I-N B-I-E-B-E-R

NOT B-E-I-B-E-R

get you spelling checked, please!

B-I-E-B-E-R. B-I-E-B-E-R. B-I-E-B-ER.

i am so fcuking tired of people incorrectly pronouncing and spelling his name. I MEAN HOW DO YOU FEEL IF SOMEBODY MAKE FUN OF YOUR FATHER'S NAME?

you think he is famous and you can say all you want about him and thats okay? look in the mirror!

Mutt.

back from vacay

2011-11-10T07:51:00.000-08:00

HI!

Finally i get to post something! Its been a heck of a year and i am so freaking busy at the moment. With my exam is here i can't have too much fun on the internet. So i apologize even though few or no people ( except mom ) notice that i have blog, for my lack of update. Like i said, its such a busy busy busy year!

I had a lot of fun though this year. Much much fun than last last year and i was overwhelmed. College has been good but took up most of my time. The challenges are getting higher and demands a lot of time. Anyways, apart from busy life, nothing out of the ordinary happen. I am still waiting, lols. Ok then, i'll write more next time! I will update as soon as i am out of my exam! :)

Assalamualaikum.

epic.

2011-06-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

I love this video ( heck, i love anything to do with Justin :p ) especially the very last part. I just wish it was me :P

build.

2011-06-09T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hi, please don't mind my blog. Its under construction and unfinished. I will deal with it as soon as i have free time. Right now, too many stuffs to do so i have to stay away from my internet life for a while. So bye. Will update as soon as i am free.

don't mind me, i am just minding my own business

2011-06-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

Hello!

For today i am going to write about.... you know perfectly well who i am going to write about. Yes, your guess is correct - Justin Bieber ;D

Okay, so you know this guy comes from Canada right? And he's been through a lot. He undergoes a tough ordeal and life wasn't very simple for him in his minor age. That is why i am attracted to him, i fell in love because of HIS STORY. How he worked his butt off to go to the top and he pretty much succeed in deed. I love and support Justin Bieber all the way. Not because he's famous, not because he's damn hot, and getting sexier every year, it is because of his life, his story inspires me so much that i just want to walk away and make a change.

Things that he said like ' Never Say Never ' isn't just a phrase but a honest truth. Biebs is very phenomenal, i bet not one country doesn't know Justin Bieber ;) You gotta admit, you also love the Biebs :D Its so weird to see him from a very small 15th year old to 17th year old. 2 years of times just gone right passed us without so much a glance. The sweet, hair-flipping JB i know two years ago is very very different now than i remember. And oh, he is with Selena now! Awww, so sweet!

As a beliebers, i will support in everything he do, no matter what. But let's be real honest here, JB is 17th and Selena will turn 19th this July if i am not mistaken. I am NOT against it but i just disagree. Maybe JB should look for a younger chick? He did mentioned in an interview once that he ' prefers old chicks ' and i think that is why he dated Selena. Selena is a darling and i love her but could she maybe take a little step back?

JUST SAYING! ;D

I found these pictures of them at the Hawaii Beach in May and i just couldn't resist to upload it on my own blog!

This is very recent, this was yesterday the 1st of June when JB and Selena went to Canada to ' meet ' JB's parents. They're so CUTE!!!! Look at Jazymn!!!

OMB! I think i wanna adopt Jazymn!! Ain't she a cute little thing or what?!

aweso-me.

2011-05-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hey!

Its been a long time coming, but i'm here now! I know its been a while and my reasons are the same everytime because its the truth! Yes, very busy, so busy its different from high school. A huge gap indeed. Now i now what the seniors meant by the way form six studies is so so different from high school. Its depressing, yes, but never say never! I am struggling with my science subjects. Its extremely demanding and lots of informations to cover and i keep stumbling behind everytime :(

Anyways, enough of my complains. Lets see what i've got in the last couple of weeks. I enjoyed most of my classes especially Eng Lit where we get to write essays and analysis. Its... hard but i'll get through. So far i only got half of the passing marks for Eng Lit but sometimes beyond that which was... fine since i only learned Literature for a couple of months. Not bad for a beginner i think!

Oh i joined the field trip my college arranged to Bukit Teraja in Labi on last Sunday the 22nd of May where i sprained my right feet so bad that i limped and stayed at home for 2 days. I fell into the river twice, the second one is the worst. My clothes were all wet. You know, i thought we were just trekking and walking through the jungle, just walking. BUT no, it was like hiking where we climbed rocks, small hills and whatnot. We crossed the river twice and that was when i fell down twice too! Its so unfair and embarassing! Oh well, at least i get to experience it.

I have a couple of random pictures here to not make this post boring as it seems :p

My friends and me drew this on my birth celebration, 8th May 2011. I love Mr. Bieber :p

Aha! I love this!! Jelly Beans, its soooo nice and colourful! Bought this in KL during my last trip there where we watched Justin Bieber My World Tour Concert (Y)

HERE ARE THE VIDEOS I'VE BEEN MEANING TO UPLOAD EVER SINCE! THIS IS THE VIDEO THAT I TOOK ( IN MY IPHONE ) DURING THE JB CONCERT IN MALAYSIA. I'M VERY SORRY FOR THE DELAY. AND I AM SO SORRY AS WELL IF THE QUALITY IS BAD. BUT HEY, ITS JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!!
I know :( We sat so far away that i can't see Justin very much but at least i know its him and i saw him live, my future husband :P
p.s i think i accidently changed the sound of Justin's voice. That wasn't how it suppose to sound :/

Get It Right

2011-05-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

Such an emotional song from glee :'( This song feels right to me and sometimes i can relate to it too. See the lyrics, so meanigful.

Jazymn Bieber.

2011-05-11T07:39:00.000-07:00

How very cute little Jazymn is! Just like her brother! :D Well, half-brother actually ;)

Favorite Boy

2011-05-09T02:55:00.000-07:00

Hello!

As i was saying in the previous post. I watched Justin Bieber's concert in MALAYSIA on the 21st April. Yes, i was definitely excited and nervous too. It was definitely the highlight of 2011 for me and it all thanks to my mum and dad. THANK YOU!

In the morning of the 21st April 2011, we had a brief breakfast at our hotel and i was really restless about the concert. After we had our breakfast, we used the MRT to go to Stadium Merdeka to buy the tickets because my mum bought the tickets online so you have to exchange it to real tickets. There lots of posters of Justin here and there and i was feeling more and more excited! There we some kids waiting IN THE MORNING outide the stadium as well. Good, they are a true Beliebers.

It was still very early and the concert starts at 8.30pm that very night so we did some shopping first and visit the shopping complex here and there. Frankly, i don't really remember very much of what we did that day D: So anyway, we had lunch and everything. I remembered we took a nap for a few hours before the concert just to freshen up and have energy...

By 4 o'clock, we took another train to Stadium Merdeka and waited for the gate to open. As expected, there were so many people already and by 4.45, the line were miles long. We were at the Yellow Zone. By 5 o'clock, the gates were OPEN! and we were ushered inside. And yes, it was rainy at that time so we had to wear this red plastic rain coat. I noticed earlier that most of the girls showed up were wearing purples, some had Justin's face on their shirts that said like '' Mrs. Bieber' ' I love Justin Bieber ' and one girl even dyed their hair purple. I, on the other hand just wear purple clothes and tudong. I wish i had Justin's face plastered across my body, LOL.

We waited and waited and the rain got very heavy, and windy by 6 o'clock. I was getting nervous. On one or more occasions, the girls started to scream for no apparent reason. Oh, i saw Scooter Braun on stage and earlier on before we entered the gate. By 7.30, the crowd was getting really excited and the stadium was almost filled up by teenagers and parents. The rain started to subdued a little bit, i was relieved. By 8 o'clock, the opening act by Malaysian celebrity was peforming and i forgot the girl's name :/ I never heard of her but her music is good.

By 8.30pm, i was getting anxious and Justin's still hasn't shown up and the crowd were already wild with them screaming '' WE WANT JUSTIN! WE WANT JUSTIN! '' over and over again. 8.45 still he hasn't shown up but there was a countdown on the screens that timed when Justin is out! Huh, he was late!

Then at 9pm i felt like my ears' about to spilt when all the girls were screaming so loud i couldn't hear anything what is happening on stage and JUSTIN WAS OUT WITH SMOKE FILLING UP AROUND HIM!!! YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He first sang '' Love Me '' followed by '' Bigger '' Classic Justin, just classic ;) I was stunned that i regret i didn't took so many videos of him. The rest of the crowds including me and mum or maybe my dad, sang along with him and there were a Malaysian ' OLLG ' when he sang the song. AWWWWWW, yes, i'm jealous.

He sang ' Somebody to Love ' , ' Overboard ' , ' Pray ' , ' One time ' , ' Favorite Girl ' many more and of course ' Baby ' He teased everybody at the very end and said ' What? What song? Baby? ' He did various songs that had the word ' baby ' in it and he was so funny! LOL. Unfortunately, he only performed for an hour and a half which is a bummer because i would love to see him perform all night long. I guessed he was tired and he sweat a lot too. Poor guy. You're in the equatorial region now baby, everything is hot here but its even hotter when you're here ;)

But the sweetest things he said to all the crowd were ' Who wants to be my baby? ' and ' I see lots of pretty girls out there! ' Oh my gosh, i'm swayed. Hahaha.

We went home after that and i felt so blessed to be able to see him life on concert! THANKS MUM. Much love to you!!

Justin Drew Bieber, Never Say Never.

Thanks for reading, Assalamualaikum.

I love Justin Drew Bieber.

2011-05-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO! ;D

Like i said from previous post, i've got news to tell everyone. Its not something much, but it definitely excites me from before and after the event happen, even until now :D

Okay so let me tell you what happened since March. There is nothing much happen, just the usuals stuff and study. Form six is definitely wearisome and i honestly think i didn't have much sleep. Even though its tiring, i still had loads of fun. Well i joined one of the club in my college and we organized a ' Movie Day ' for the past month. Everyone get to watch it but they have to buy the ticket which usually cost around $1.

On the day itself, us the members will have to usher people inside the LT room and escort people to their supposedly seat according to their seat number, y'know like in real cinemas. It was fun and it improve my communication with people and helps me to gain confident. So all was good. Homeworks was unavoidable and it keeps coming in, not to mention projects and so on.

There is also ' drama ' going on between my friends. It was a nasty one. Big things could happen if you misunderstand something. I just don't know what to do with them and it tears me up to see my friends fought like that. I hope it all just stops and pray things will go back to normal :')

Okay that's that. Now the news.

I WATCHED JUSTIN BIEBER CONCERT IN MALAYSIA ON THE 21st APRIL 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHH MYY BIEBERRRR, RIGHTTT????!!!!

I can't believe it as well. It was all part of my mum and dad plan. Ooooh, they are so sneaky!! I just found out in April that Justin was going to have a concert in Malaysia but my mum told me that they already found out about that in JANUARY. I was like whaaaaaat theeee? Totally clueless, i had no idea!

It was on Saturday when we just went home from watching Justin Bieber : Never Say Never at the mall and suddenly mum came in to my room and announced that we're going to KL to watch JB's concert. I was shocked, i could not believe it but i jumped up and down, up and down after i sink it all in. Mum showed me the tickets and that was when i truly believe we're going to watch JB's concert! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I was happy as a flappy duck!

Okay details on the concert will be on the next post! Stay tune.

Assalamualaikum.

2011-05-01T07:20:00.000-07:00

HI!

I KNOW! I KNOW! I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR SUCH A LONG TIME BUT I CAN ALMOST PROMISE YA THAT I HAVE JUICY NEWS I WANT TO TELL YAH! SO STAY TUNE!

I PROMISE I UPDATE SOMETIME AROUND THIS WEEK!

OH AND ITS MY BIRTHDAY MONTH, I AM A YEAR OLDER :D I'M SO EXCITED!!

Places i need to go... someday!

2011-03-26T07:47:00.001-07:00

Took this from tumblr :)

my life

2011-03-25T03:40:00.000-07:00

Heyyya!

How's life treating everybody right now? Not so good? Well, i'm sorry.

Anyhow, my holiday ends this Sunday and i have to go back to college this Monday. Yep, it was just a 10 days of first term holiday and it's a bummer it has to end so early. Okay, i know its so selfish of me to want more holiday after three straight months being at home after my O'level examination but hey, the 2 weeks before the holiday has drained all of my energy out. Not only my face is sunburn ( which haven't heal yet! ) , i also had that three freaking days of practice for the sports day and on top of that, i went home late which means i don't get to sleep a lot.

So its a good thing its the holiday. I'm suppose to sleep all day long during the holiday which i initially planned, but i'm having my fasting so i had to wake up at 3.30 in the morning and did my homeworks during the day. Okay i'll admit, i slept late at night because i read my books. I just couldn't help it. Its like something hypnotized me and urge me to keep on reading without stopping and i easily read 4 whole chapter in just one hour. So the time flies so fast that i hadn't realize it was late and then i go to sleep which usually around 12 am.

Imagine, sleep at 12 am, wake up at 3 am and sleep for few hours after that. Its not long enough and i'm not an afternoon-nap-person. Nu-uh, i hate to have a nap in the afternoon unless i really really really want to but on normal circumstances, don't count on it. I never sleep in the afternoon unless i need a nap so badly. That's probably why i have bags under my eyes. Sheesh.

On the plus side, i've done all of my homeworks! Well, except for Eng Lit. My teacher asked us to do some research on this certain author which i did and had it printed out already ( thanks to mommy! ) and to read the poems and analyze it as much as we can. I haven't done on that second part. I guess i better analyze it after this.....

Oh and on Monday morning, the first thing i have is Geography. I'm so dreading it and not looking forward to it. This will be the first Geo class that i'm scared to attend to. Why? Because the teacher is so serious! Okay, i know its childish of me to say that and we should be ' serious ' on our studies but can't the teacher, you know, smile? Or tell a joke or two would be nice. Instead, she'd be all serious, so puffed up and looked a lot like ready for a battle ( i'm exaggerating, i know~ ) So that is why i'm more than a little scared to enter Geo class. And oh, one more thing, i always feel nervous when she asked questions, she'd be looking around and when no one answers, she barked out one particular student's name and get him/her to answer. Or sometimes, she asked ALL OF US to answer to different questions she asked, and that is why i have to read all the notes before i enter her class!

Huh, well then i guess i better start on reading all the notes i've been given. I don't want to stammered when she asks. Huh.

Bye!

Assalamualaikum.

random

2011-03-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

Hi! :)

As usual, when i'm bored. What do i talk about? YES! Justin Bieber of course :P I saw this picture on this particular website ( which i visit like, everyday ) and found these pictures :

He got himself a twin! LOL. They keep his cute hair by the way and they looked 40% the same ( just saying )

Okay, so maybe his twin looked a lot when he was younger? Yeah, that make sense. I can see he's changing, and that's a good thing right? I'm changing too~

Okay, let's talk about somethin' else. Hey, i'm fasting today! Yep, i promise myself if i get 8 O's ( which i did ) i would fast for 8 days, so here i am. One down, seven to go :) I woke up at 3 in the morning and eat in my room, alone and its so freaking quiet that i freaked about it. So i put on my headphone and listen to some JB's music which i felt instantly better. Tee hee hee.

Speaking of, i can't wait when NSN : 3D hit Brunei this April. I'll be the first to watch it! :D I'll be the first in line to buy the ticket and i will drag mum or my friends to watch it with me. So you guys better be ready! Hehehe.

Okay, i'm tired. Fasting has drained my energy so i'll write next time okay? Byes.

Assalamualaikum.

busy busy busy busy busy

2011-03-18T01:44:00.000-07:00

HI!

Yep, i finally be able to update my blog now :D the espeed is kinda crap nowadays so i can't really update my blog. I've got my iphone, yes but i don't want to spill all the credit i have left which i checked my twitter and facebook using my own credit. SO WHAT'S UP WITH ME LATELY?

Oh if you ask me that, i'm gonna say, A LOT. A lot has happened since i last update and i mean, literally a lot has happened. I mean, this is what college is all about, the rush-ness is never going to stop but i enjoyed it nevertheless. First of all, my college is celebrating its sports day for the second time this year ( its a new college so yeah ) and i got involved in marching as well as performance. I'm on the blue house.

In my personal opinion, i think the blue house is really beautiful. Beautiful in terms of the colour and the name :D i like it, i'm so happy i'm being put in that house. The real event was yesterday the 17th of March, i'm gonna talk about it later.

We have rehearsal for three ( or was it two? I kinda lost track ) days and it was the busiest days in my whole entire life ever. I was tired and my face got sunburn. YES, MY FACE IS RED NOW. SO FREAKING RED I FREAKED ABOUT IT. I wonder when will it turn to my natural colour? D: Anyway, the practice was good and they changed the last minute choreograph which i'm pissed at. They changed it on Wed when the actually event was the following day ==' And that's when my face is sunburn, for the first time in my life.

On the actual day, i arrived as usual at 7 ish and went straight to the grand stand at the back of the dining hall to my respective camp for the blue house. Immediately the persons incharge asked us to line up to do the face painting ( compulsary for all blue members, girls and boys ) and we were given a blue ribbon tied to our tudong for the girls and a blue ' headband ' for the boys. It was cool, i got a blue lightning scar on my face and were given a blue mask :D

It was a sunny day and i feared my face would sunburn again but i didn't worry about that for long since i applied a sunblock earlier on my way to college. The red house first and i was amazed at how amazing the performance are. They had a very very good theme, greeks. I was envy of course. Then, the blue house. Honestly, i thought it was suck and i can't really see through my mask so i stumbled a lot and must've looked like a fool but i brushed off all that and just have fun which i did :)

The yellow house was next followed by the green house. The Green house was good and i can't see much the yellow house when they perform because it was so hot and sunny i hardly able to keep my eyes open. To sum up, everything was so great although the blue house didn't win. Yes so sad but we'll come stronger again next year, and i'm volunteering to be the captain's assistant. HAHHAHAHAHAHA - no i'm serious. Not. ;D

GO BLUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Apart from sports day, i had my first Chemistry test on Monday ( 14th March ) and i got... oh no need to make a fuss, i won't tell you my marks but i passed anyway :) Alhamdulilah. Okay, wow. 2 weeks at the college and i already had a lot of fun. Now its the school holiday and i'm gonna make sure i relax until term resumes and i can't wait :) I hope everything will be okay and may i pass my AS level this year. AMIN.

I'll write more next time but till then, adios amigos.

Assalamualaikum.

THAT SHOULD BE ME!

2011-03-10T02:24:00.000-08:00

Oh he looked more handsome than before :D

dusty old blog.

2011-03-07T00:27:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

OMG!

I am so sorry! I didn't update this dusty blog for a long time. I've been.. well.. busy and this is so true. I already started my form six a week ago. A week ago, i have my orientation for two days. 28th till 1st March. And boy, what a hectic day it is and i've been feeling so tired even though its only 1 week of school re-open.

I've been nervous to go to class and a little more excited to start my college life. I guess everything is working fairly well and i actually enjoy it. But the two days of orientation was definitely tiring and i've been going home so late and sometimes i reached home at 6. I'm trying really hard to adjust my new ' life ' in college. I know its hard but i'll try.

I'm taking ASL or English Lit but this is only for a year and a half course. ASL is cool and fun and i enjoyed a lot. I'm not very good when it comes to poems but i'll try ;D My chemistry was okay. It involved mathematics and calculations. Jeez, can i ran away from maths even for one day? NO! I can't ran away from maths, ever. :( Yep, still having trouble in Chemistry. But i'm not complaining. I'll go for it.

So i think that's it then? I have to stop now. There's lots to do and i'm doing my ASL project now so i better go. I'll write next time, promise.

Asssalamualaikum.

hello diary.. read what i did today..

2011-02-25T06:28:00.000-08:00

A very good morning/afternoon/evening!

Today i had another outing with my mates and Science 1 to watch a move which is Drive Angry.

In the morning, i had breakfast with my granparents and ate Nasi Beriyani ( Sorry if the spelling is wrong! =s ) Oh yeah! It was delicious! I love to have a meal like that once more but i gotta be honest, its too much for me. The rice was just so a lot and i couldn't cope. But i finished it anyway..

This is another habit i have to eliminate, i am on a diet. You heard me right. I am on a diet.

Yes, i'm serious..

I've been trying to loose weight which not to mention is my resolution for 2011 so i hope i can make it. Never say never, right? :D

Moving on... After breakfast, i went to my granny's house and hang out there with my cute little cousins until its time for my departure to the mall. I arrived at 2 ish and waited at the bookstore for my friends. After i gathered my troop, we went to the cinema to find my physics teacher! Did i mention she treat us all to a movie because we got a credit in Physics? No? Well now you know.. Thank you teacher, you're the best! ;)

The movie was, frankly, disgusting.. There were lots of blood and well.. flesh. Yes, very disgusting flesh of a human. This Milton guy which is Nicholas Cage have to find his grandaughter in order to prevent her from the sacrifice? I don't really get the story.. But what i know is that there were two people from hell ( yes, from hell ) come down to earth to retrieve this baby. Well one of them is to stop the other one to come back to hell. In the end, the story was forming a shape in my head but still bloody confusing to me..

Anyhow, all in all it was fine and i went home at 6 o' clock. I genuinely had fun :) Thanks again to my physics teacher and oh, Pojie as well for making the event work out. I know he's stressed and he's responsible for everything. Thanks dude.

Assalamualaikum.

scarlet letter.. or in my case, blue letter..

2011-02-24T06:07:00.000-08:00

Hi!

YESSSSSSSSSSS! It's finally here!! The offering letter i've been waiting for 2 weeks after the registration! I thought it'd never come! Phew.

and YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS! I was accepted to PTEK. YAY! I'm as what they say : PTEK-ians now. LOL. Is that even correct?! Who cares, i'm just happy!

And more good news! Keelah is NOT going to MD. She'll be going to PTEK as well. YAY! She said MD didn't accept her and she also mentioned about 110 students are not being accepted. Is that true? =S

She said it was good news she wasn't being accepted :D oh its a jolly good news for me too! hehehe. Now we will see each other again! And i'm on the BLUE house. Can you believe it? BLUE MAN. BLUE?!! I was hoping for green or red, perhaps. *SIGH* Nevermind......... And i won't be in the same class as my friends too, what a bummer man. Two years we've been classmates and its weird to see that we're separated :(

I am taking English Literature for my AS level. I was excited about that and i can't wait. It should be fun with all the reading and comprehend things, right? Whee! But i'm not sure about Chemistry. I heard its super hard. =S But i promise i'll try my best. ;)

Well, that's it for now. Oh and i'll be returning to school this Monday the 28th. No, wait. Scratch that! Did i just said school? I meant COLLEGE! ;D YES COLLEGE! I'll be going to my first day of COLLEGE as a Junior there. Are you excited or what?! ;D

AWWW MAN. No more holiday? :( Now i'm gonna enjoy my last week of freedom to the fullest before college starts. Starting from.... NOW!

Assalamualaikum.

greeting to my country!

2011-02-23T06:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 27TH NATIONAL DAY TO

BRUNEI DARUSSALAM

MAY PEACE BE ALWAYS WITH US

AND

MAY ALLAH BLESS US ALL.

I LOVE MY COUNTRY!

I remember just two years ago in 2009 when i joined the marching during the 25th Nationa Day. It was an awesome day! Really, two years just passed me by...

news flash!

2011-02-23T05:55:00.000-08:00

NO, Justin Bieber didn't SHAVE his head till bald. He just cut some of them to give to charity! :) I don't like his recent haircut but he thinks it's more mature so yeah, i like the old Biebs, frankly. But this one, this new updated, 'mature' almost 17 year Bieber is just fine for me :p heart you Justin!

Video of Justin on Ellen. He gave some his hair to her.

'' This is your real hair, yeah? Not some doll hair? '' LOL

my best friend

2011-02-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

Hi!

I know, its been a long time since i update and the fact is, i'm lazy to even type the words right now but i forced myself though thanks to my mum's encouragement. I don't want to abandoned my blog like last time. I love my blog okay and i love to write.. i just need to be in the mood you know..

So anyway, today i went to the mall with keelah, her twins and Molly. I planned that we meet up because keelah which is my bestfriend, are going to MD for college while i'm going to Ptek. Its so sad right? Going to our separate ways but that's life. So i need to hang out with her before school re-open and start our junior and first year life in college which i'm so bloody excited about, but sad that i have to leave her.. Knowing fully well i'm going to be alone and no one to joke around. Its hard to find a friend that you can relate to, that you can say what ever you want.. But i know i still have few close friends which i can rely too as well so i think its not going to be bad..

Back to the story, i arrived at the mall at two-ish and went to the bookstore of course, its like my fave hang out ever since there's no better place than the bookstore, seriously.. So i waited for fifteen minutes and finally they arrived and we went around and around at first. We went to the escalator but then changed our minds and went straight for the lift..

We went to the cinema complex and booked tickets, we decided to watch Sini Ada Hantu. It played at 3.50 so we have an hour before the show starts so we decided to have a little sit down and eat something.. Well the three of them minus me, i'm on a diet.. lol

Then, around and around we went and i chatted happily with keelah and we were catching up, talking about Justin Bieber and how her eye operation went.. Okay then it was finally time for the movie.. On the up side, it was a so-so movie, it was divided into three sections full of ghost stories.. On the down side, i think the movie was slow and i kept checking the watch but nevertheless, i enjoyed it. I'm not a big fan of a Malay movie.. I wanted to watch the King's Speech actually but yeah, one against three.. they win. lol. Oh i also used my bio teacher's ticket that she gave us for achieving credit in bio so i don't have to pay anything but i thought it was a waste since i didn't enjoyed the movie..

After the movie, we went down and fetched an old friend of mine, Fatyn.. She worked in one of the stores and decided to take a break and had something to eat.. Just as i was about to join them, my mum texted and called me that they were waiting outside so i excused my self and Keelah happily accompanied me back to the bookstore again and out towards my car..

So there it was.. Our Saturday girl's day out. I hope to see them again very soon and i feel bad for not bringing my camera so i can take a picture of us but there will be next time..

Assalamualaikum

Random

2011-02-16T22:55:00.000-08:00

( Via Photobucket )

*At home for months*
'' Oh man. I have nothing to do at home! I can't wait when the first term starts. It should be loads of fun ''
* 2 weeks of school *
'' Dude, when's the next holiday? School is boring, man! ''

BORN TO BE SOMEBODY

2011-02-15T22:33:00.000-08:00

Aww i love this song :) It has a wonderful meaning and did you hear his VOICE? OMG right? lol

I pick this up from somewhere : H.A.T.E.R.S

Having

Anger

Towards

Everyone

Reaching

Success.

Did you agree? I am. Stop hating him people, he's just a kid.

2011-02-14T22:29:00.000-08:00

( via Photobucket )

i think........

2011-02-13T01:20:00.000-08:00

You know what i think? I think i hate Bruneian's workers here in Brunei. Yeah that's it. You heard me right. I just hate it because they're really rude and only care about themself.

Here's why..

Yesterday i went out with my girls to catch a movie at the mall. We watched Green Hornet. Yeah i know, the movie was out ages ago but still, its our only choice since the other movies played at 4.30 ish so it was very late and we planned to go home at 6.. Anyway, the movie was awesome and i love it, i laughed so hard on certain parts..

After the movie, we ate something, at the Jolibee and we searched for a table, we found one.. I bought the cheesy fries and the girls bought ice-cream and burger. So i didn't have a drink yet, that's why i bought one around the nearest stall and i bought Caramel Choc which tasted so good *thumbs up*

As i was in the line and ordered, this Bruneian chick who works there started to laugh with her co-worker. I dunno, its like they share some stupid private joke or something.. I was annoyed and just let it go.. Okay so that's done, i ordered and paid and wait just few metres from the stall. Next customer came and still this stupid chick laughed so hard and i was so annoyed i glared at her! The customers were like shocked ... I mean, dude, show some respect! You're serving a customer here!!!!

This may sound dumb, childish or a small matter but for me, it's so rude to just laughing your butt off in the middle of serving a customer. I know you're working to go for the money and all, but dude, its your job, your responsibility so just do it seriously.. Can Bruneian people get any worst? Yeah sure i'm a Bruneian and i'm so embarassed on their behalf..

They're lucky, so far they only served Brunei citizen but what about foreign people? What will they think? They might say something like '' Jeez, Bruneian people are so rude '' and stuff like that. Aren't you the least bit ashamed of yourself? Because i am.

When i was in New Zealand, the people who work there, in the supermarket, restaurants, the people who sell drinks, they TREAT PEOPLE WITH SMILE AND VERY FRIENDLY. They starts with hello and then smile and say '' What do you want to order? '' Yes this is true, they not only do this for tourists, they also do this with the local as well so i'm really proud and that makes me wish i'm New Zealand-er as well. The people there was very helpful too... I wish Bruneian people are more like that..

Come on, let's make our country proud, okay? Let's make the tourist come here and NOT steer them away!

Assalamualaikum.

Bieber 40 years from now? lol

2011-02-09T07:19:00.000-08:00

This is what Bieber looks like 40 years from now. LMAO. Can't you see it? Blimey! It's really him! You know why he's dressing and put on make-up like that? lol, he's doing a commercial..

Look at this vid, see the middle guy just in the end? That's him. LOL.

'' You sometimes gotta laugh at yourself '' he tweeted. lol

new chapter.

2011-02-08T23:37:00.000-08:00

Hi! :)

Today was a great day! Firstly i woke up around 6.30 and i took a shower. I put on my black shirt and blue jeans, contact lense and tudong. I head down and fed Robbie, she was very eager, i guess she was really famished. I had breakfast and then i went to my school to get the pink form signed by my school's principle. I met Pikah and Zaty who both wore baju kurung. I head to registration alone to submit the blue form and went straight upstairs towards the principle room.

It was a very long wait, i waited for like 40 minutes? Or beyond that i guess. I met my physics teacher who actually patted me on the head, i was like.. umm i'm not a kid anymore okay, i will start my college soon! But nevermind, i knew she's really proud of me :) After i got the form signed, we went to PTEK. It was crowded and the parking space was scarced but we found one anyway.

We went to the front desk first to get approved if i'm qualify to enter, they were impressed :) So we move on to career section and be told that if i want to become a Geologist, i should not take English Literature, i was recommened to take General Paper instead. I love reading and writing, so why not? If you enjoy something, why not go for it?

I saw a lot of my mates from previous school and some people who are from Cohort 2 in my group! I'm so glad to see familiar faces! And i'm very excited to start a new life in college! It should be a lot of fun, if not, hard work?

So i did, i submitted my pink form , does that mean i'm officialy a PTEK student? I bought the kain though. It's got blue, green with pink stripes. Is that correct?

Right now, i'm aiming for scholarships, BSP will do but it's going to be a lot tougher than i thought. I'll just have to work my butt of for the next couple of years, just wish me good luck :)

Anyhow, college starts in about 2 weeks, so i'm gonna fully use the times i have left to have fun and relax. No more late nights for me since i'm going to start college soon :D

A new chapter of my story is yet to begin - and it's college life! We'll see how it plays out, i hope it will be wonderful.

Assalamualaikum.

sights of NZ i love.

2011-02-07T22:54:00.000-08:00

I miss New Zealand :( Here's a bunch of pictures i love, mostly the sights, buildings and the streets.. Enjoy.

It's so cold

Yep that's me. I was slightly dishelved.

I just want to wrap myself in blanket.

Sky Tower!

NZ Museum. It's a must i go there.

Queenstown Mall.

Anyone up for skiing?

This was in Queenstown, surfing internet for a couple of minutes.

I love this house, it looked small and comfortable!

a video to share.

2011-02-06T01:25:00.000-08:00

Spectacular.

thank you Allah

2011-02-05T07:35:00.000-08:00

Hi (:

I finally know my result and i am so so so satisfy! Thank you Allah! Thanks to mum as well for believing in me when i'm not. I'm not at all that confident actually but when the MOE texted me this afternoon, my eyes were bulging and i feared it might leave the socket. THANK YOU ALLAH! I'm so grateful, Alhamdulilah. I got credit in all of my subjects. I mostly got B's and only one C's not bad but i really want to have at least one distinction in it but nevermind, i'm just really happy i got 8 O's! :)

At about 2 until 4, my twitter page was mad and it was full of swearing, mostly people was nervous about the result including me so i swore a lot too although i probably shouldn't but it lifted my nervousness a little. Lots of my friends were panicking, some said they wanna cry and it was very hectic and they all making me nervous.

According to this particular teacher from my school, result will be out at 4.15 this afternoon and when that time arrived a lot of my friends already got their results but i haven't. I was more nervous than ever, my temperature was high and i warmed up by wrapping my body in my pink blanket. I kept tweeting, only to find many people got their results! I can't believed i cried! Mum was there and she comforted me :') Thanks mum, i love you.

5 o' clock, i still haven't received the freaking text message so we decided to go to school. On our way there, my phone vibrated and i squealed on the inside and i was in a verge of screaming, with shaky hand i handed my phone to my mum while dad stopped at the side of the road. It was mad! My mum kept saying '' Alhamdulilah '' and all i want to do at that time was just screaming on top of my lungs. I was ecstatic!! Alhamdulilah!

So we went to school anyway, we were half way there.. I saw a lot of form five students and we all gathered around the result sheets. I had my eyes on my phone only, i kept looking at my result, it felt surreal and i checked to make sure my index number is indeed correct so i squealed on the inside again!

I think this is probably the happiest day of this year! Thank you Allah! :) What i did is i study hard as well as pray hard. (:

Uda treat us all to dinner tonight because it was my cousin birthday so HAPPY BORNDAY to Fithri! He's a grown up man now and i'm very proud of him :) Tonight went so well and i celebrated with Robbie just now.

Once again, alhamdulilah.

Assalamualaikum.

dreading it.

2011-02-04T21:07:00.000-08:00

The weather is so dull and bleak. It rains for many days now. It comes and it goes, even now it is raining lightly and the rain splashing onto my roof top. As for some people, they do not like the sound of it but in my case, i actually love the sound of the rain banging on the ground, i could hear it for hours and i feel... calm. When it rains heavily, i feel the urge to run out and let the rain fall down on me, let it soaked me, let the sound drown everything else..

Remember in 2009 where the rain got overboard and almost the whole Bruneien's houses got swallowed up by water? Our house experienced flooding not long ago, but i feel most fortunate it didn't come up until the front door, though i must say, it was only a few inches until the water can reached up but it didn't. Instead our garage was flooded with mud and the surrounding was blanketed with yellow icky water. I didn't go to school for a few days because the cars couldn't get through. It was really bad and mum feared it will happen again now, in 2011 now that the rain started to fall rapidly and constantly. Let's just hope not.

So, i'm fearing the o'level result but i can't wait either. I sort of feel very mixed. I feel bored, happy, excited, anxious, sad, overwhelmed and other times i feel like i wanted to puke. Well, i'm checking my phone every 30 minutes or so. I could not sit or stand still and wait, i have to do something. Anything to break this nervousness i feel for weeks now.

Maybe reading books will help.. yeah..

Assalamualaikum.

sharing is caring.

2011-02-04T06:06:00.000-08:00

Hi. (:

I've got pictures and videos to share for today.

Mess was unbelievable! I did not have the time to clean up my rooms and my shelves. Not to worry, the shelves look wonderful now :D I cleaned it up a couple weeks ago. But this was before i sat for my o'level exam. I practically dumped everything there so this is the verdict.

Is SAM trying to become like Bieber? Yes, he is :D Only he tried to seduce Quinn by using Justin Bieber's song ' Baby ' babybabybaby oooo~

Ain't that dress look cute? I love Hermione! Or should i say, Emma Watson? Hahaha. She's so pretty, Emma is. This is the dress she wore at the Yule Ball. Very lovely.

I have found two more amazing Orchestra music on Youtube. Here it is. I recommend you to listen to it, it's so amazing.

This one makes you want to dance, like in a ball. I imagined a boy and a girl. The boy was in a tux while the girl was wearing a lovely purple dress dancing like Waltz! ;D

This is another one but more gentle. Aah, i love this Orchestra music, seriously.

That's it for now. Assalamualaikum.

birthday mom.

2011-02-03T20:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOM!

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART :)

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU AND OUR FAMILY, MAY YOU HAVE A GOOD HEALTH, LONG AND HAPPY LIFE AHEAD OF YOU, AMIN.

LOTS OF LOVE AND KISSES,
YOUR DAUGHTER.

My mom is the fourth from the left.

music is life.

2011-02-02T08:25:00.000-08:00

Okay, now this is a brilliant Orchestra music! I'm loving this song! The song is sad, tragic but beautiful all the same. :') You should hear it, really. The music it self can tell a story.

construction.

2011-02-01T19:11:00.000-08:00

This blog is under construction (: I have found a layout that i adore so i thought i give it a shot. The pictures at the side are not neccessary actually, i would like to get rid of it or replace it.

heck nervous.

2011-02-01T03:47:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Happy February everybody! I can't believe it's FEBRUARY already! Really, where does the time goes? Anyway, it feels weird not to go to school at this time around. At the same time, it feels wonderful too not to be able to do anything or under pressure doing classworks or homeworks. But i have to admit, i do miss it though.

It's February, my mom's birthday is just around the corner ;) 1 more month till Justin is 17 years old and 3 more months until i'm a year old. Aaah, i'm getting old but i can't wait till i'm 18, i want to have my driving lesson and have license of course! :D

The result will be out in a matter of days. I'm dreading it and i have dreams about it. I can tell you it was not a very good dream, it gives me the chill. Let's just hope it won't happen and besides, it's only a dream right? Yep, only a dream.......

I already registered to the ministry of Education last Saturday and its confirm which means if the result is out sometime later the MOE will send text message straight to my mobile phone! That's why every time i received a message from mom or friends, my heart skipped a beat, thinking it was from the MOE. So i'm counting the days till it out and i pray to Allah i get good results with flying colors, AMIN.

Mom was nervous too and from what i read in her blog, she was more nervous than i am. Hahahaha. Well if my mom was this nervous : ______________________ then i'm this nervous : ______________________________________________________________

The point is, i bet i'm far more nervous than she is. D:

Well, counting the days now. Any day now...

Assalamualaikum.

2011-01-29T07:28:00.000-08:00

'' You’re not a bad person. You’re a good person who bad things have happen to you. We all have dark and light inside of us so it is a matter of what part do we choose to act on and that’s who we really are. ''o we really are

yesterday

2011-01-26T02:26:00.000-08:00

Hello! I'm going to blog about yesterday which is my last day of 2 weeks orientation.

As usual, i woke up early in the morning and took a shower and put on my previous school PE uniform. I did my chores first then had breakfast and leave the house at 6.30 am. The traffic was not bad and we arrived 15 minutes later. When i reached the drop off points where everyone was sitting, chatting and mingled, i searched the crowd for familiar faces but failed. I was looking around for my girls but they were nowhere to be seen. I started to panic because i looked like a moron standing alone with no friends =/

Fortunately, a few minutes later, malentong and zaty appeared out of nowhere and i was overwhelmed with relief :D They said they went to the toilet =| So we chatted a little bit, joking around and then it's time for the registration. I said goodbyes and told them to meet me later and headed towards the gallery. But the gallery was locked so we had to use the other door through another gallery which is next door. I met my sort of friends and sat with them while we waited to take attendence and the national anthem.

I took a good look at everybody from my group who are from various schools and known them by only their names but it was good enough. I really hope i can see them again after result come out, AMIN :) Then after everything was settled, we were called to go to the mph. We were asked to form lines and i was standing near the boys which i didn't feel comfortable at all since i knew we were going to do some sort of activities which involves jumping, dancing etc. I was right! We did aerobics! It was fun fun fun! I was sweating actually but it was a very good exercise. Unfortunately, i didn't bring any water so i was extremely thirsty.

An hour and a half later, i was completely exhausted and relieved when the teacher told us we could go to the canteen. So i bought water and pop mee and we ate at the grand stand, away from the crowd. After recess, we went to the mph again for the official closing ceremony. It was sad and by the end of the speech which was spoken by the deputy principle, the two weeks orientation was officially closed. We sang along a very emotional song from Samsons :D Wana and Malentong cried but not me, nu-uhhh. Well i was going to but i held it back. Hahaha

For the remaining hour, we took lots of pictures and it was fun fun fun to be able to be with the gang! Half and hour before we go home, the prefects asked us to sit down at the mph again, they were discussing on what to do so they brought up on stage the birthday boy of the day. Jiah couldn't stand it so we left the mph.. at first i didn't agree because it was rude to just walk out on the birthday boy when it was his moment, when he was about to sing a song infront of everybody with a guitar but then i realized i had no other choice so i bolted for the door with Wana close behind me.

A picture of me and my buddies! :) Miss them already. See you guys very soon! Mwaaaahhh!!

It was a great, worthwhile 2 weeks of orientation and i can't wait for the real thing. Wishing, hoping and praying i can get in after the result come out. Wishing, hoping and praying i can go that college and study there, AMIN.

Assalamualaikum.

2011-01-23T21:41:00.000-08:00

Hello fellow readers.

Today is Sunday which i did nothing except stayed at home and having the best lazy Sunday reading books. I ate a lot of rice today which is good and bad. Good that it gives me carbohydrate for energy and bad that if i don't use the energy within 6 hours, it'll turn to fat. And where does the fat stores? Under the skin of course! Gosh, i love Biology. Hahaha.

Anyway, yesterday we had open day in college which i attended of course, all because of the stupid form. If i don't have it, i can't register. To sum up all the event, the open day was fairly boring. There were not much to do, and i seriously mean it. No games, not many guests. It's just boring. In my previous school, if it's open day, i can see people in every corridors and the noises were endless but here in the college, all the corridors were empty except a bunch of students, not many games and no excitment. Mostly the students gathered at the drop off points and the canteen :(

Early in the morning, we went to the lecture theatre for some review and went to the hall to see some showcase after that. Various departments were there from Biology, Geography, Socialogy and so on. There were career section too which i went there and ask what's the best subejcts combination if i want to be a Geologist. They said the basic requirements are Maths, Physics and Geography. But hell no, no way i'm going to take Maths again. I opted for different subject instead. If i can't become a Geologist, then it's probably best to help the environment, Environmental Specialist :)

After spent an hour there, we wandered around the drop off points, the seniors sold some cupcakes for charity, hamsters and so on. It was okay but still boring. Malentong bought Hamster she named Pumpkin. Pumpkin is cute and he reminded me of Robbie :) We went to the grand stand and stayed there for the whole reminding day until 3.30 and i went home.

So, O'level result? I think it will come out tomorrow, in UK. Might take a while to distribute to the whole schools so it should be out in early February. I am so freaking nervous, just hope for the best. AMIN.

Assalamualaikum.

my man

2011-01-20T01:39:00.000-08:00

MY MAN! ;D

He's grown so much since the last time YOU said he has girly voice. Well look who's hot now, and if you hear the acoustic version album of his, his voice is changing. Huh, not so girly anymore, is it?

So just BACK OFF and let the man through.

choose

2011-01-19T21:42:00.000-08:00

I got sent to the deputy principle office on my new college today! What the hell right? I was absent yesterday and those who present were given some sort of pink form to register to the college and i didn't get one even AFTER i went to see the deputy principle. So what's the point going in there when i get nothing? The deputy asked me why i didn't come yesterday, so i said i'm not interested in sports and she blah blah blah on me. I was lazy, i admit that but whatever. I just got into that college for a few days and were straight sent to the deputy principle office?! BLAAH! So freaking unfair!

Today's lecture were all about the subjects we get to chose and i actually have a second thought about taking physics. It's not a matter of i hate or love maths, its a matter of how good i am in Physics and Maths. I love physics, don't get me wrong. I love to work with currents and voltage, creating a simple machines using current but the tutor said it involves a LOT of calculation. I'm not good in numbers, nor in calculation so i don't want to waste my time having a painful headache of calculating figures. So i guessed it's not suitable for me.

Instead i think i'll pick Chemistry but i'm not sure yet. Haven't finalise it actually. Maybe i should talk to my mom about it. It's all about choices now, huh? Tough decisions, really....

Byesss,
Assalamualaikum.

pretty gal

2011-01-17T18:51:00.000-08:00

She's really pretty and i like the colour of her hair which is the ginger hair, i guess? In other words, she has RED HAIR. But it's not really red, it's more like... umm, brunette? Bonnie Wright is pretty pretty pretty!

2011-01-16T22:08:00.000-08:00

So far my college life was okay i think. The lectures were fine although a bit boring. There were some practices like improving memory or writing notes. Good practice actually. I can't wait for the real thing. I still want to learn pure sciences especially Biology and Physics. Although i'm not very sure about physics since it's about calculation and i'm suck at numbers. But we'll see.

Today, i had a relaxing Sunday with my mum at home and i love it. I love spending time with mum. She's like my bestfriend and i can tell her everything 'cuz she will understand ;) We went to granny's house today for an hour or two. I got to see Aiezul again and he's becoming more aggresive and ' kambang ' but still very cute though :D i love toddlers, don't you?

I will go home early tomorrow at 12.05 because i have no afternoon lectures. Yahoooo! I can relax mann!

Until then. Byesss.
Assalamualaikum.

birthday girl

2011-01-14T23:51:00.000-08:00

Happy 16th Birthday Hajaah Fiqaaah! :D

Good luck in everything!

Potterheads.

2011-01-14T23:24:00.000-08:00

Since i have nothing to do, i'm going to blog about Harry Potter today. No worries, it's not going to be boring, i think, but i'm going to tell you the ending of Deathly Hallows. I copyrighted this from this website : SOURCE

This is the ending of how he fights Voldemort :

Following two Death Eaters, he ventured to their camp in the Forbidden Forest, where he managed to get the Golden Snitch open which said on it "I open at the close" and the words to open it were "I'm about to die" revealing the Resurrection Stone within. Harry used it to speak to the spirits of his parents, Sirius Black, and Remus Lupin, who offered him comfort before he met Voldemort and shielded him from the Dementors. As Harry approached the Death Eater camp, he dropped the Resurrection Stone. Harry offered no resistance as Voldemort struck him with the Killing Curse, thinking of Ginny before he died.

However, the "death" he met was not permanent: the blood Voldemort had taken from Harry to restore his physical form in 1995 created a deep bond between them, protecting Harry from Voldemort's curse, and his willingness to die triggered protections on the people of Hogwarts similar to the protections he received from his mother's sacrifice. Also, since he had part of Voldemort's soul in him, Voldemort's killing curse unknowingly destroyed the part of Voldemort's soul, leaving one Horcrux left. Harry entered a state of limbo, where he met the spirit of Albus Dumbledore and the piece of Voldemort's soul that had just been destroyed. Dumbledore explained everything to Harry saying that he had "no more secrets from [Harry]." After reconciling with his mentor, Harry made the choice to return to the physical world rather than go on to the afterlife with Dumbledore.

Harry woke up, but feigned death. He was assisted in this by Narcissa Malfoy, who had secretly turned against Voldemort by telling him Harry was dead in order to protect her son, because she knew the only way she would be permitted to enter Hogwart's was with the rest of the Death Eater's in their victory march. Voldemort then triumphantly disgraced Harry's "dead" body with the Cruciatus Curse then forced Hagrid to carry Harry's body back to Hogwarts, proclaiming Harry dead and demanding surrender. At first, the surviving fighters were heartbroken, especially Ron, Hermione, Ginny and Professor McGonagall. They screamed at the the Death Eaters in anger but remained defiant. Neville Longbottom courageously stood up to Voldemort and slew Nagini, the final Horcrux, withGodric Gryffindor's Sword which he pulled out of the Sorting Hat and the battle resumed this time with the aid of the Centaurs led by Bane and the Hogwart's House-Elves led by Kreacher. Harry slipped away in the ensuing melee under the Invisibility Cloak. Using his invisibility Harry protected the defenders of Hogwarts from attack. Harry also witnessed the death of Bellatrix Lestrange at the hands of Molly Weasley after Bellatrix nearly killed Ginny which infuriated Molly Weasley into dueling her. Harry then cast a shield charm to protect her from Voldemort's wrath, revealing himself for the final battle.

FINAL DUEL

Unbeknownst to Voldemort, mastery of the Elder Wand, which he had stolen from Dumbledore's grave, had not been taken from Dumbledore by Snape, but by Draco Malfoy. Thus, when Harry disarmed Malfoy in Malfoy Manorweeks earlier, he became the true master of the Elder Wand. When Harry and Voldemort faced off for the last time, Harry tried to tell him this and about the other mistakes he had made. Harry also asked him to feel some remorse, which Voldemort rejected. Voldemort cast the Killing Curse, and Harry cast Expelliarmus. The Elder Wand refused to attack its master, and the Killing Curse rebounded, killing Voldemort once and for all.

Immediately, Harry was surrounded by overjoyed fellow fighters; Hermione and Ron reached him first, and thenGinny and his other friends. Victory celebrations began, but Harry soon grew weary, and Luna created a distraction so that he could slip away to find Ron and Hermione. They visited Albus Dumbledore’s portrait, along the way he explained everything to his two best friends. Harry decided to prevent the Deathly Hallows from ever being reunited again by keeping the Cloak of Invisibility, leaving the Resurrection Stone where it lay in the Forbidden Forest, and returning the Elder Wand to Dumbledore's grave, but not before using it to fix his wand.

When Voldemort destroyed the Horcrux that was Harry, Harry Potter lost the ability to speak Parseltongue^[22], much to his relief. In addition, the scar on Harry's forehead no longer held magical powers, nor did it ever cause Harry pain again.

And this is the most exciting ending ever! :D I can't wait!!

LATER LIFE

After the end of the Second Wizarding War, Harry became an Auror at theMinistry of Magic; new Minister for Magic Kingsley Shacklebolt permitted those who had fought in the final battle to become Aurors without getting theirN.E.W.T.s. In 2007, Harry became youngest head of the Auror Office at the age of 27. He helped to reform and revolutionise the Ministry along with Ron Weasley, who also became an Auror, and Hermione Granger, who was ranked high up in the Department of Magical Law Enforcement. At some point, all three of them were featured on Chocolate Frog Cards for their accomplishments.

Following the war, he aided in the care of his godson, Teddy Lupin, thus fulfilling his role that his own godfather, Sirius Black, never got to play. By 2017, Harry had married Ginny Weasley and had three children: two sons James Sirius, Albus Severus, and one daughter Lily Luna. In September of that year, Harry and Ginny took their three children to King's Cross Station to see James and Albus off to Hogwarts. There, they met Ron and Hermione, and their two children, Harry's niece Rose and nephew Hugo. Albus expressed a fear that he might be sorted into Slytherin house, Harry told his son he was named after two Hogwarts Headmaster's one being a Slytherin and the "bravest man he ever knew." Harry assured him that his parents would be proud of him regardless of where he was sorted, and told him that the Sorting Hat would take his preferences into consideration, which happened to himself.

Harry ensured that Severus Snape's portrait was hung in the Headmaster's office at Hogwarts.^[23] He also made occasional visits to the school to give lectures to the students on Defence Against the Dark Arts.

Harry was also on "Christmas card" terms with his cousin Dudley and his family, and occasionally visited him, which were occasions dreaded by his own children.^[24]

Harry also made peace with his former rival Draco Malfoy and they were civil towards each other but they were still not friends.

first day at PTEK

2011-01-12T01:30:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Today is my first day at PTEK ( Pre-U, can you believe it?! ) for the two weeks of orientation. It was not bad although i probably wanted to puke when i arrived there at 7 am this morning. Seriously, i was overwhelmed and it's so very new environment to me and all i wanna do is go to the toilet. I stayed in the car for maybe 10 minutes and i was restless. Checking my watch every 30 second or so. I saw many students from many school and that made me even more sick. I did saw familiar faces though from my previous school but i was not relieved, i still hadn't found my friends.

But i sucked it up anwyay and went straight to the multi-purpose hall and i had a weird feeling that everyone was eyeing me but i keep staring forward. FYI, YES, i'm so freaking nervous about this okay! I'm overwhelmed when it comes to a new school so that's why i don't want to transfer schools when i'm in High school. Id' rather stayed put. Anyway, when i went to the hall, relieved washed over me, i saw my friend, ZATI, waving at me. Almost immediately i grinned. She told me i should checked my name so i did and i was put in GROUP 1 along with Muadz and Clash, with Kimah too and a bunch of students from my school.

So yeah, blah blah,we went to the hall and register then sit down waiting and waiting. They have a techinal problem. =/ The hall wasn't as big as i thought it would be but it's nice though. I also saw my tution friends in 2008. Aaaahh, i knew we will meet again! So after the briefing and all those stuff, Group 1 students were asked to go to the 2nd Gallery and it was on the first floor. I am so nervous and excited. Nervous because the college is so VAST, i'm afraid i could get lost but maybe i'm a newbie to the environment, once i'm there for like, 3 months, then maybe i'm familiarise with the blocks and stuff. For a newbie like me, i thought it was a desert. LOL

BTW, my friends were in a different groups so i was left alone ='/ But i was with Musyirah though so it was not so bad.

So we went to this big big big room full of tables and chairs and i chose to sit at the front, first column near the very blue door. There were prefects, lots of them and the room was hot, the air-conditioner wasn't working and there came the teacher! She lectured us about what kind of students are we and stuff like that for 45 minutes. Break time, i went to the canteen and bought a drink. Jiah, Wana, Amalina, Zati and me sat outside the canteen and had a little chitchat but i had to go back to the gallery at 10am so i can't stay long.

I said goodbye and will meet them later during lunch time. I was afraid i would get lost but i just prayed it will lead me to the right place. When i reached the first floor, the corridor was deserted, i panicked! Had i come to the wrong place? But no, i kept walking and relieved there were people from Group 1 that i regonized earlier in the classroom. We were asked to put tables outside and arranged the chairs. We played a little game. It's called '' When i call the month of your birthday, please step forward Game '' =D Nah, that wasn't what it's called actually. Haha. We group up together according to our birth months. It was fun, we were asked to arranged ourselves according to our birth date silently, without hand gestures or speaking. Just eye contact. It was rather enjoyable. January made the most mistakes so they were being punished but we sang a Happy Birthday song to them anyway.

Next, time management. It was boring. That's it. After that, we ate lunch and i ate sandwich only. They said the food there isn't very appetizing. We went to the library after that. Our lunch break was from 12.05 til 1.30 so we sneaked to the library and had a little chit-chat. The library was beautiful. My next session after lunch was at the library but we were ushered to the Conference Room half hour later and the librarians lectured about the library rules. I almost dozed off. I was tired and hungry. Finally, free time!! I went to the canteen again to meet with the guys for an hour and we went to the bus stand after that. Mom picked me up at 3.45 i guessed and she bought Nasi Katok for me.

There was a rumor that the O'level result will be out in a few days!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Are you for real?!!! Oh my goshhhhhhhh! I don't know what to do or think except maybe puking!! Urghhh! Let's just pray for the best. AMIN.

Assalamualaikum.

panicked.

2011-01-09T06:20:00.000-08:00

I am currently having the worst stomach ache EVER. It comes and goes and when it does come, i feel like somebody punched me in the gut. It's so painful i have to cry out loud and bend my body ='( What is happening to me? I ate medicines a few times already and why can't it work? Oh gosh, i can't go to the orientation this Wednesday if i need to go to the restroom every 30 minutes or so. Oh i hope it will be better. ='( Is this some sort of punishment or something? Aaarrrghhh!

I slept at the Empire Hotel last night with mum and dad. Dad won the photography contest conducted by Empire last year so the prize is to stay one night there - for free, it was not bad. But this morning, when i had breakfast there, i don't eat as much as i want to because i feared it will add up the pain to my stomach so i didn't eat many stuff but the food there was marvelous.

Gosh, i really do hope this stop. I've been suffering for 3 days and i can't bear it anymore.

I saw this picture and thought it was cute :)

Assalamualaikum.

First step to forever.

2011-01-06T00:21:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Sorry it took a while to update about this, i'm so busy with everything else like reading or playing guitar and watch movies. Hehe. So i bought this biography in Singapore last December of 2010 as i've told you in the previos post and here's the proof. A Picture worth a thousand words and i've got 15 pictures here. Enjoy :D

I bought two!

HAHA, i'm just pulling your leg. The other one is the cover and has free poster at the back. COOL!

See there? Kinokuniya, that's where i bought all the books.

'' I'm not a fighter by nature, but if i believe in something, i stand up for it '' ;)

100% official!

Assalamualaikum.

quote

2011-01-03T16:47:00.000-08:00

'' I'm not a fighter by nature, but if i believe in

something, i stand up for it '' ----- Justin Bieber

first day

2011-01-01T07:50:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day of 2011. I hope this year is greater than the last. We had a family gathering at my grandparents house. They conducted a ' Doa Selamat '. It was good and i feel blessed to be able to see my aunts & uncles and my cousins. Welcome to the world, Arif. Our newest family member :)

I would like to say thanks and wishing Happy New Year to a certain people who more or less have change for who i am. You've all had an effect on me so THANK YOU :

Mom ; i love you with all my heart.
Dad ; couldn't ask for a better dad.
Grandma & Grandpa ; they are the best.
Aunts & Uncles ; Ngangah, Uda and Unchu
Cousins especially Aiezul ;) ( Love that little guy )
To my Science Two classmates for two years, you know who you are. Nevertheless, thanks Killah , Fiqah , Amal Syukri , Waj , Naj , Fate , Chrysh , Wana , Amalina , Ros , Zati , Nawar , Waff , Muadz , Pijul , Jazli , Qawiem , Syarif , Mirul , Clash and last but not least , Pojie :)))

I don't want to write their full names because it might offend them. Thank you to Allah too. Thank you Allah for letting me live until today and i promise to use it wisely. I have resolutions and most are personal so i'm not going to spill it here but i just hope i did well on my O'level so i can finally prove to everybody. I want my parents and all the people that i love to look down on me and say that they're proud of me. I promise i'll try my hardest :)

Assalamualaikum.

last day of 2010

2010-12-31T02:10:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Today is the last day of 2010 and boy, what a year this was. I had a lot of fun this year but tiring too as we're preparing for our Ordinary Level Exam. So today i want to blog about memories in 2010, the good, the bad, well you get the idea. But of course, i will not blog about everything, some of them are personal you know ;)

In 2009 and 2010, we were preparing for our Ordinary Level or in a short form, O'level. We were given lots of works inside the classroom and outside the classroom, that is to say homeworks especially POA. Yeah, POA gave me a hard time for someone who don't want to become involved in business in the future but why i chose it as my option subject, i don't know. I sort of go spontaneous actually. But still, it was a big big mistake. No matter, no turning back right?

Our teacher gave us homework every class and it is to due the next day. I panicked everytime we were given homework, because i'm not good at it, in fact, i suck. If the balances are equal, then maybe it's just luck. I struggled and so does my friends whom cursed everytime we were given homeworks. Heehee. Through out the occasions, i certainly tried my very best to like the subject, even though i don't. I remembered to be told once that the key to understanding the subject is to really really get interested to it, that way, it is more easy. So i tried and i like it actually, well a bit.

There were also one time when we had a field trip for Geography. We were brought to the field full of crops and stuff and it was actually a real fun. We were asked to plant the crops to the soil. I had my boots on but the problem is, my boots were too darn short, it's not high up till my knee. I knew it would get swallowed up by the mud but i had to try. SO i tried and as i put my feet in the mud, my worst fear swallowed me whole. My boots were filled with mud and it was so gross! Then, the worst happened, i fall in to the mud! Luckily, i got my balance back and didn't harm any of my clothes except for my tudong which half of it was covered with mud! YUCK. But it was not a bad fall, you should see my face. Haahaha. When my mum fetched me up, she looked like she smell something bad and i realized it was me! I smelt so gross. I smelt of MUD. And then i took a shower for an hour to clean my whole body. URGH.

But i had a lot of fun especially break time where me and the rest hang out at the classroom's door frame and watched the entire school. Our classroom was at the top most level so we practically can see everything. We used to lean against the rail infront of our class and spotted, if there was, fairly handsome guys. It was Qyl's idea. When i walked up to her to see she's leaning against the window or the rail she said '' Oh i was looking for hot guys. '' :D Yeah, we spotted a fair number of hot guys actually. LOL. Most of the time we only spotted our crushes. Oops.

Well have a great last day of 2010 everyone! I want to spend the last day of 2010 with my mum! And watch some HP movies of course. ;D Hope everyone enjoys this year and not regret any single things that you do. Looking forward to next year and hopefully it will be even more greater than the last. Lastly and the most vital, may Allah bless us all, may He always watch our backs and let's not forget to do our prayers to him.

Assalamualaikum.

potter fan.

2010-12-29T01:47:00.000-08:00

Hello there!

You cracked at your own jokes, don't you? Anyway, i'm back from Singapore and KK. Oh, how tired i was and frankly, these few days have been a blurred though not literally. So i know what questions you're going to ask. Did i have fun in KK and Singapore? Singapore, yes. KK, hell NO. But i enjoyed eating the seafood which was extremely delicious. Plus, i was with my mum and dad so it's not THAT bad. I mean, yeah it was bad but not THAT bad. If i'm ever with my mum and dad, i wouldn't feel bored, honestly. They're cool people you know ;)

I swore a lot. Particularly on twitter and a bit to myself too. I've been such an ass to everyone. I really mean it. Although i'm not so sure if that someone actually knows i'm been an ass to them. Sigh. On the plus side, i bought the HP movies from movie number 1 till 6 ( Deathly Hallows excluded ) in Singapore! It was for SD 79.00. At that time, i only had SD 50.00 but then my dad's a savior. '' We''ll just use my credit card then, '' he said. OH thanks dad! ;D But i paid him my only $50 left to him of course.

So here i am today i'm watching the third movie and i enjoyed a lot. Wonder why i like HP so much? Um, well, because it's very appealing to me. Moreover, the casts spoke in British and i wanted to learn how to speak one so i decided the best way to speak British is by watching a British movie :D '' I like British accent because it's so.. it's so sexy '' * In British

I picked up a lot from the movie actually so i keep on watching until i'm near perfect into speaking British. Of course, in the movie, they talked very fast and i had to keep up so i err switch on the english subtitles so that it'll help me a bit. Isn't that a great way of learning? ;D

So i'll be going to orientation week in PTEK on 12th January for two weeks, for the second batch only. I'm really excited and i can't wait to see their library! :DD Oh, guess what.

I BOUGHT THE FIRST STEP 2 FOREVER BOOK!!!! ;D Isn't that cool? Now i have all the exclusive JB's picture and it only cost for $39.00!!! I'm very grateful or else i'll have to buy in Brunei for $54.90 dollars. Huhhhhh.

I also bought 6 books in Singapore in the Kinokuniya bookstores and man there were a LOT of books. Yes, my mum left me there for an hour or so for me to search for the books i desire. As you know, the Kinokuniya is in Orchard Road so it gets really crowded. In the bookstore, if you turn a corner you'll see books. If you turn right or left, front of back you'll see even more books! Basically, you're in a maze full of books! It's scary actually and i couldn't find my way at first but once you located on what you searched for, it's quite delightful. There were so many people in there and the kids and teens sat on the floor, reading so i followed the same action. I sat and read in the less crowded area. It was good and i had loads of fun.

I guess that's all i've got for today. I'll keep updating. Ouch, my butt hurts from sitting all day.

Assalamualaikum.

on tour.

2010-12-24T02:59:00.000-08:00

I feel like i'm on tour traveling from one places to another. Firstly, on the 17th December until 22nd, i went to Singapore with my grandparents, cousins and my parents of course. We had loads of fun and we walked a lot, using the MRT everyday. It was very cool to be in Singapore again and i love the county. The place was just how i remembered it when i last visit 2 years ago.

This will be a quick update since i have limited time to go surfing, we had to take turns to surf, i don't mind. :) Oh did i mention i'm in Kota Kinabalu right now? Yes, that's right. We stayed at the Promenade apartment hotel. There's three bedrooms you see, me and my parents got the master one and my cousins got the other two. All in all, this hotel is very comfy with their kitchen, dining area and the tiny living room.

I will update more when i got back from KK.

Cheerios. Good day to you all.

Assalamualaikum.

before and recent.

2010-12-16T01:44:00.000-08:00

the need of lists.

2010-12-15T06:56:00.000-08:00

Good day to you fellow readers!

I can't believe i have 981 emails. When was the last time i ever open it? Maybe in July or last year? Most likely. But seriously, it was THAT many i almost had a heart attack seeing it. Most of them are from facebook. I mean come on, i don't need them telling me somebody 'like' my status or someone 'tag' me. Didn't they have the notify thing on facebook already? So i cleaned up everything, yes, every one of them without reading it.

Hey guess what, i made a list of things for me to bring to Singapore. My mom thinks i'm a forgetful person which is almost true but not this time, i've jolted down everything i could possibly bring to Singapore. I have two lists, one for my backpack and one for my luggage. By the way, my luggage is red. RED, people! I hate it actually but i have no choice. I prefer purple would be best but it ran out of stock. Pity.. Pity...

For my backpack, i bring my iPod, PSP, books and tissues, PSP and iPod charger. LOL. Most are for entertainment. But i seriously need to bring many books. If i could, i would bring all of them but seeing i only have to bring a backpack and a luggage, i don't think all of them will fit. I feel the need to bring books. It's like my comforter and i feel safe around it. Weird huh? Yes, it's weird.

I bring a book everywhere and i keep it in my purse ( even the thickest one ) , i don't usually read it, i just bring it.. Hahahahaha.

Well two more days to Singapore. Yay.

I can't wait to spend my time with my mom and dad and grandpa and grandma :D

Assalamualaikum.

i've made it

2010-12-13T06:39:00.001-08:00

Hello.

I made it! I have been chosen to attend to PTEK early next year. I'm so excited. I have reasons of wanting to start early

1) I don't want to lay in bed for the whole day reading books ( not that i don't like it, i do love reading books all day but... *check reason number two )

2) I need to exercise my brain

3) I seriously need to go out and socialize

I just really hope i do well in my exam so as not to disappoint the teachers who have chosen me and my mother of course. I really want to impress her. :) I was on the second batch for the selected students and we are asked to take our letter on this 27th at my school and register at PTEK on the 12th January. Now, there seems to be misunderstanding. From what i heard, we weren't exactly going to school? Is it just going to be a briefing on how to select subjects? That we will start in March and wait for our results? So many questions unanswered. We'll just have to find out then.

I'm afraid to be kicked out. Yeah, i can't stop thinking about it. The more i think of it, the worst my thoughts get and i just want to stop thinking you know. After i found out that my name was on the list, i jumped with delight but it was short-lived. I mean, what if i'm kick out? Oh my gosh. Everytime the thought pops in my head, i tried to think of something else like Justin Bieber or or.. Daniel Radcliffe. LOL. But really, when i'm scared, i tend to think things that i wasn't suppose to think and it's scary! Yes, weird isn't it? To me, my thoughts are scary. Huh.

Well enough about that. Like i said, i don't want to think anymore.

Oh yeah, i like British accent because it's so sexy. LOL. I've been trying to speak english in British and i think i'm pretty good at it. Haha. For example ;

'' I had a nightmare last night '' = in British of course, i spoke this phrase to my mum and she laughed and said my accent was the same as British, very original. Thank you thank you. *Bow

I've been crossing over Daniel Radcliffe pictures and boy, does he has and amazing eyes! I've got a thing for British lads you know. =D

Good day folks!

Assalamualaikum.

my fave colour is purple.

2010-12-11T18:40:00.001-08:00

Hello.

I found this vidoe on Youtube and it's ANOTHER proof that Justin likes PURPLE. He said

'' .... My favorite colour is purple, i just think it represents me the best ''

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. LOVE JUSTIN! ;D Check this video out! I love the headphones!! It has the letter ' B ' on it.

my mom is so cool.

2010-12-10T22:16:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I am almost half-way towards the end of Deathly Hallows. I know, i purposely slowing down my reading because i have the times of my life here. And when i finish the book, i'll re-read it again cause that's how much i love Harry Potter. Yeah, i'm a nerd for sure. LOL. I don't know why, but HP is very appealing to me. I like very intense and fantasy stories ya know.

I have this new favorite food my mom bought from work for lunch the other day. It consists of rice and lemon chickens fill with mayonise and chille. The sauce were spread all over the chicken making it flooded with chille and mayonise. It was so freaking delicious! It remind me of New Zealand where we always buy at this Muslim restaurant also similar to the one that my mom brought home. But the one in New Zealand was much more delicious! YUMMMM.

Mom went home for lunch almost everyday now since she has a new position in her work here in Bandar so she doesn't have to commute all the way to Seria again which is a relieve. And what's more, she could send me to school everyday starting next year!! YAYYY! I love you mommy! She ached her back alot due to over-driving for an hour and a half from Seria to Bandar and yeah, she complained a couple of times and i pity her so i always massage her back. At one time she laughed and i said '' What? What's so funny? '' and she replied '' Nothing. It's just your hands are so strong it heals the ache almsot instantly '' I grinned and thought, wow i'm strong! Hehehe

I love you mommy, dearest!

Assalamualaikum.

hijrah.

2010-12-08T01:23:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I just watched 2 movies today at home and one of them is Ramona and Beezus, the movie was actually released this year in July but didn't get the chance to catch it in cinema so i bought the CD last night. The major roles were played by Joey King and Selena Gomez. Joey is a girl and she's really pretty. In the movie, she was brunette, she has an amazing ocean blue eyes and she's so.. so.. pretty! I love her, very cute and pretty!!

There she is, she looked so cute and her hair was brunette, i've got a thing for brunette you know ;) She's with Selena Gomez, both are gorgeous.

And this here is a little blonde Joey. She has and amazing eyes. I want a sister just like her!! She is only 11 years old and she's very good in acting. I wish my eyes is blue, then i'll look very dazzling too. Wooo

oh and one more thing,

SELAMAT TAHUN
BARU HIJRAH
TO ALL THE
MUSLIMS AROUND
THE
WORLD!

1432!

Alhamdulilahh :)

Good day.

Assalamualaikum.

killer abs.

2010-12-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

I got this from somewhere. HOHO

Killer abs huh? Do you think it's real? OF COURSE NOT! Come on, he's only 16 years old, what'd you expect? LOL. They probably just fuse Justin's head with some guy's abs. Eww, so gross.

2010-12-04T22:17:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I went to the mall today with Fiqah ,amalina, fiqah's cousin and jiah though jiah was with her boyfriend and her cousins and brother. We watched Repunzel. Before departing to the mall, i went to the library and i thought it's weird since it's the school holiday and you don't have homeworks to do and i borrowed 1 book and my mom, 3. I borrowed the Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows which i was so excited i literally jumped. Hoho.

I arrived at the mall at 1.30 ish and immediately step foot at the Best Eastern and i realized now that i always go there whenever i went to the mall, it's like i can't miss it, i must go there everytime or else it wouldn't feel right, yeah i know, weird. I saw P.C and Kristen Cast's books and i felt the urged to buy it all but i wouldn't want to spend my entire money on that so i bit back and searched my friends instead. After a while, Amalina texted me and i found them and it was my first time i met fiqah's cousin though she wasn't what i expected.

Her cousin was small, short-haired and wore specs like fiqah, they were almost like sisters. Meanwhile, Amalina was wearing a beautiful pink dress and a black legging and i thought she looked pretty with her newly straighted hair. So then we made our way to the mall which was crowded as usual. Why do people come to the mall anyway? Ok yeah, for shopping, hanging out and watching movies, i get it but most of them i don't see shopping bags on their hands! And there were small kids too like 8 to 9 years old, like really? Small kids like that were allowed to go to the mall wandering with their friends? Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

Amalina then wanted to go to the toilet on the first floor where she complained that the toilet was dirty and smelly and i agreed completely. So we went to the next floor instead. We were waiting by the rail on the upper most floor near the cinema to wait for jiah but she was very late, we did everything we could to make the time short, we went to the UNI though didn't play any games, we sat at the food court. We even saw our classmate whose name shall not be mention here. He was wandering with his friends i guess and i actually saw his face closely and he too saw me thinking i knew my friends didn't like him so i warned them and then next second, we broke into a skip and went to the next elevator where it took us to the upper most floor again.

Amalina was laughing and i too, was grinning. I knew he was the least favorite person in class though i have nothing against him actually. We went resume our sitting at the food court and i finally texted Jiah where was she and she texted back saying she was in the bathroom so i told my friend, they were like '' What? Which bathroom? Her home's bathroom or here? ''

We finally saw Jiah and she broke into a run when she saw us. We hugged each other :) It was the sweetest thing ever.

In about 5 minutes or so, it was nearly time for Repunzel and i told Fiqah i wanted to buy drinks but Amalina refused, she had some issue with her boyfriend and she was fuming when i told her it was nearly time and we had to go into the cinema and did i mention she hadn't take her ticket yet? So at last, so sure her boyfriend won't come she bought the ticket for Repunzel and bought popcorn. She and her boyfriend was supposed to watch Narnia but seeing her boyfriend hasn't come she opted to watch Repunzel again - because she already watched it with some of my male classmates a few days ago.

We were given this 3D glasses and it was my first time wearing it - in Brunei. Hahaha. I have watched 3D movie in KL before i think, a few years back but it was for a short period of time only, maybe for 30 minutes? The Repunzel movie was AWESOME! Not because it was in 3D, but because it was actually really funny, i love the part where Flynn freaked out about the glowing hair. I had a good laugh. When the movie was finished, we wandered off again around the mall and at last we ended up in Best Eastern and again, i bit back to buy the books. And then i saw it and i jumped with delight. There, plastered across the glass door was a headline with a small picture that says :

''Justin Bieber Biography - Pre-order availabe now '' and some words about small town kid to stardom... it was the

FIRST STEP 2 FOREVER BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The small picture was the very same as the picture above!!! :D I was really delighted though my delight-ness was short-lived for which i asked the cashier how much was the book and she said with a doubtful look like that-book-is-so-freakingly-expensive '' Brunei Dollar $54.90 '' i gaped at her and recovered quicly, said my thanks and turned towards my friends. I mean, it was really expensive so i had to wait till Singapore to buy it in hopes the book isn't so expensive there but i doubt it. Brunei currency is the same as in Singapore. Huhhhh!

Oh Justin, you're so expensive!

Here it is, the purple 3D glasses. The prrevious picture was not so clear. :D

I think, from the look of the picture above maybe there will be a 3D glasses for the whole world when the movie is out but for those who want to buy it only. Oh i really hope they sell it here, for sure i'll buy it!!! :D The above picture is the purple glasses, so nicely wrapped for the movie.

Here's a bunch of random pictures i took of the book i borrowed. You see the locket? I think it's the Horcrux.

Until then.

Toodles!

Assalamualaikum.

bored.

2010-12-02T22:40:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks to go till departing to Singapore and yes, i'm counting the days. But i'm not that excited, well maybe a little bit. I'm a little bit excited to be on a plane again and of course, hunting for P.C and Kristen Cast book i'm dying to have. My mum said she'll leave me for an hour at this massive bookstore in Orchard road and i'm so thrilled about that.

This few days my mind just so worried about my results, anything can happen right? I mean, it's not that i don't trust myself, i really did work so hard on the examination, i gave my all, try my hardest so surely it will be okay but this nagging feeling and this other voice in my head is really stupid and hard to ignore. Okay so there's 2 different me in me get it? The first is that the one that always think of the positives and the second that always think of some stupid and negative thoughts. =/ i don't know what i'm talking about. This is just too confusing.

My mum and i are looking for a luggage because my old one is really old and dirty and less valuable but i still like it. We went to Hua Ho last week to buy this purple luggage that caught our eyes last month and guess what, yes, it ran out of stock. I'm like, are you for real? Now i'm positive, more and more people like purple each days and it doesn't comfort me at all.

Yeah so that's all for now i guess.
Assalamualaikum.

bieber's glass.

2010-12-02T08:00:00.000-08:00

Hola.

Urgh, i'm like so freakin' bored right now, like seriously. I have nothing to do and i woke up late in the morning nowdays at maybe 10 am in the morning. Went surfing and stuff - same 'ol every day for the past couple of weeks. I seriously can't wait to go to Singapore with my mum, dad, cousins and granny, i've got lots of things to search and buy like Justin Bieber's PURPLE headphone and albums and dolls too. Lol, yeah he has dolls in stores now and i want to buy one or his perfume - he's just plain awesome.

I played baking life on Facebook, i got in the 4th position and i can't tell you what level i am, i just spoiled it then. Anyway, there's this girl whose really trying to steal my spotlight. I'm aiming for the next level and she cuts me off like hello? Give me a break, she's oviously trying to get past me. Urgh, i hate that. I mean come on, if you want competition who gets to the next level, then you're on you pathetic little ****!

Yeah i'm bored here, got nothing better to do. I almost finish my Harry Potter now, just a few pages away then i'm done. This time i purposely slow down my reading because i'm using up all the free time i got.

So here it is, you remember i said about Justin Bieber's having everything purple? Here's the proof :

Justin and his director here wearing the purple glasses and oh my gosh, look at that JACKET! SO NICE AND IT'S PURPLE! Well the hood is purple, but otherwise it's cuteee!

Here's the close up of the glass! So the thing is, Justin has a new movie called NEVER SAY NEVER that's out this February on Valentine's week. So anyway, this move is in 3D and the lucky fans get to have it ( although i'm sure i'm not lucky enough to have this ) , only 100 fans to get this cute 3D glasses and for sure i'm not going to get it huh. It's only for US or UK maybe.

Never mind that! But hey who knows right? Miracle can happen. Hoho.

Yes and here's another proof. PAUSE THIS VIDEO AT 1 min 28 second where you can see Justin's phone cover is purple. :)) And btw, this song is is truly inspiring and i actually almost cry when i see these people but of course not though. You think i'm sensitive? No. Well, maybe a bit. Haha.

That's all i could muster for terday!

Toodles.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-11-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I just realized, Justin Bieber has a glitterly PURPLE PHONE COVER and other bunch of stuffs made from purple like sunglasses, shoes, shirts and even headphones. And you know what?

I'M SO JELOUS!!!!!

Yeah i want that PURPLE PHONE COVER though without the glitter and the PURPLE SHOES! That would be sooooooo cute.

I hate Justin Bieber because he stole my colour! LOL. No worries i still LOVE Justin Bieber. It's just that i hate him for having so many purple stuff ya know? I really hope he can lend me one of his shoes sometimes and that headphone is to die for. It's sooooo cute!

Look at zat! Cute headphone, eh? I WANT THAT. Oh and he just changed his hair - cut a little bit here and there. He looks awesome and that unplugged album of his? So amazing. Here's my favorite- who am i kidding? I love all the songs from that album. Every songs are my favorites!

Down to earth :')

the usuals.

2010-11-25T23:17:00.000-08:00

Hola ;)

I'm not feeling any better from the exam. Yeah sure, it's over but i'm really sick worrying about it and right now my throat hurts, body temp. is rising. I guess mum's right, i really was feeling a bit tension during the examination and now the tension is being released. Huh well, a few vitamin C to consume in the next couple of days would do the tricks.

So last Tuesday, we had Majlis Khatam Al-Quran for all the form fives. It was so marvelous and the best way to end my senior year! Click on the picture below to see more clearly. There were alot of us. Can you spot me? Haha, it's impossible!

We wore this very lovely um... orange plus red and pink Baju Kurung for girls and Cara Melayu for boys. Honestly i don't know what's the colour. So yeah, i arrived at about 7 o'clock the other day and my mum sent me off to the bus stand where i found Malentong ( Malina ) , she wore very thick ( in my opinion ) mascara and she was lovely as ever and oh, she's taller than me only because she's wearing this super tall high-heels. Lol, i only wore sandals at that time. Huhu.

We made our way to the hall and took our name tag of which my NAME WAS SPELL INCORRECTLY! SO ANNOYING! And my friends keep bullying me and call me after that name throughout the events which was more annoying than having to wear that stupid name tag on my tudong. Grrrr.

We lined up outside the hall and waited for over and hour to get in! It was so freaking tiring but at least it was worth it. There's not so many audience and i thought it was okay. In the end, we were asked to eat something from the buffet table at the back of the hall where we took pictures :') I miss my friends already and my senior year has been so incredibly amazing. I, for sure going to miss my pretty, handsome, annoying, crazy-fun friends! :DD Love them. I really hope they don't forget me though when we're in sixth form. Heehee.

So that's the end of my high school and hopefully, you know i'm hoping and praying i get good results AMIN AMIN AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN.

Just a quick dedication to the twins Killah & Kimah who turned 18th yesterday. Hope they had a blast, i know they're going to have their driving lesson soon and that means.... CRUISING AROUND TOWN BABY!! Wohooo!!

I have watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 and it was crazy fun! I love the Weasleys and shame that Dobby and Mad-Eyed Moody died but no matter at least the trio are safe and sound throughout the movie, well , except for Ron who injured his arm. Too bad but he's fine too in the end and i just realized - Harry and Ron fancy Hermione! How cool! Very twilight-like. LOL.

I've also started to resume my reading on Harry Potter book and now i'm moving on to the Half Blood Prince. After that, it's the Deathly Hallows and i'm very excited. At least, i don't have to wait for next year to know how it ends. Frankly, i love reading the book more than watching the movie.

So i guess that's it from me.

HASTA LAVISTA!

Assalamualaikum.

looking back.

2010-11-17T01:07:00.000-08:00

Hi.

I just finished my Physics Paper 1 today and i just want to say :

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA TO ALL MUSLIMS AROUND THE WORLD :)

I know, so horrible right? Having exams during Hari Raya but whatever, one more paper then i'm freeeeeeee!

Currently, i'm reading Percy Jackson's : The Last Olympian. I bought it last July and i just started reading it and now almost to an end. The Last Olympian is the 5th and final series of Percy Jackson. So far, the book was awesome and i love it Have to re-read it again after this.

The ever so lovely and handsome Logan Lerman played as Percy in the Percy Jackson and the Lighting Thief movie. I watched the movie for like more than 5 times already, just to see his cute face. LOL. And yeah, he's so cute in that movie. Heehee.

Something weird happened last night. I took a shower as usual and when i came out from the bathroom i instantly thought of Madeline. You guys know who's Madeline right? Oh come on, 12 girls living together, i think they're orphan. Anyway, they live together with this woman who was a nun and Madeline was the smallest of them all. It was a hit television series and i used to watch this back when i was a minor at about 7 or 8 years old. Oh i just love cartoons. LOL.

I remember Madeline and her eleven other friends always say this punchline before they're having their dinner, sort of like a prayer :

'' We love our bread, we love our butter, but most of all we love each other. ''

Isn't that soooooo cute? I love that show. I wish they could repeat the episodes again so that i can watch it and be a little girl for a while. Haha.

Here's a bunch of pictures i searched not a while ago.

See that? 12 girls lead by that lady ( who i forgot her name ). They're off for adventures! Did i mention that they're french? So i learned a little bit of French from this show.

Like number one in French is 'UN'
If number two is 'DEUX'
Number three is 'TROIS'
Number four is 'QUATRE'

LOL.

This girl is the naughties of them all - and it's Madeline! :D

Okay this is weird of me thinking back my favorite past cartoons but i just love it and it brings back lots of fun memories :')

Signing off.

Good day!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-11-15T07:27:00.000-08:00

HOHOHOHO!!!!

I'M BACK PEOPLE!!!

No no, the exam hasn't finished yet. I still have 2 more papers to go and my last paper will be this Friday the 19th. I'm so excited and so nervous at the same time! Excited so that i can finally re-read Harry Potter's book and other bunch of books that i bought last July ( yes, i waited very patiently! ). Nervous because of the result. I hope i will get a good result. AMIN

The exam was not bad. Well, how do i begin? Let's start off with English.

It was not bad, though i could do much better but i don't want to talk about it. InsyAllah i will get credit. Oh i hope i do. AMIN.

Geo was great and i love it although i was blank when i first saw the questions and i realize most of the it use common sense only. So no bigge right? Common sense, i'm expert on that. LOL

Physics was not bad and so does Biology. Chemistry was suprisingly easy though i don't want to sound confident.

Every of the subject i sat was not bad so InsyAllah will get good results. AMIN AMIN.

Now i could relax, just for a while until the results come out! I've been thinking of resuming on my guitar, ohh i do miss my little baby! I haven't played it in a while and this morning i played it a little but just so i could touch my guitar :) And not bad, still has the skill though.

I like Taylor Swift's song Back to December and Sparks Fly. I dunno but these days i always listen to her music. I guess her songs just really about what is happening around us. She's very original and i like that. But of course not to miss my little Justin Bieber! Who would forget him? Every one knows who Bieber is - well unless you live under a rock. He will have a new acoustic album soon! LOL

We're going to Singapore this December with uda, granny and Zirah. It's gonna be so much fun! Although i'm not excited to actually go to Singapore, i'm just excited to buy Justin Bieber : First Step 2 Forever book and his acoustic album. I hope they sell it there. Here in Brunei, we don't have much chances so going to Singapore is an opportunity i wouldn't miss to buy my idol's book and album.

I want to go to the massive bookstore they have at Orchard's road and that's where i'm heading. I'm gonna spend an hour there just browsing through some books. WUHOOOOO!! Can't wait and hell yeah, i'm going to buy lots and lots and lots of books. I'm excited about that part.

Moreover, 23rd we're going to have our Majlis Khatam Al-Quran and i take part. My reading was doing okay and i hope i'm not nervous on stage. :)

Hmm what else? Oh it's almost new year! Time does fly so freaking fast it doesn't want to wait anybody. 2011. Wow. I'm freaked out about that.

So i guess that's it. I'll update more after this :)

Have a wonderful day people!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-10-24T19:09:00.001-07:00

OHMIGOSSHHH!

LOL.

I knew i shouldn't be blogging but this is just a quick one okay. Yes, i'm still having my O'level exam and it's now morning of the 25th October in Brunei. I will be seating for my Bahasa Melayu Paper 2 later in the afternoon at 2 o'clock.

So far my exam was fine but POA is killing me. I'm so damn worried about my English Paper 1 Part 2. Oh please let me get credit, please, please. Amin.

Just a few more weeks then i'm free.

Biology, please don't disappoint me. Please let Biology be easy for me. Amin.

Alright that's it. I'll be baaccck! ;D

Assalamualaikum.

good bye till November.

2010-08-30T01:21:00.001-07:00

Hello.

I'm feeling sick. Not sick as in ill , sick as in scared for the November exam. I counted the days, 43 days till the battle. I always ask myself, am i ready? Of course i am. But i'm just not that confidence. I can truly win the battle if i push myself to my limit and study starting now. You see, everybody is different. For instance, me. I'm the type who - when pushing myself, i truly can win the battle. Pressuring me doesn't do any good either so i need to relax and sink it all in. All thsoe facts, formulas and so on.

So this is my reasons for not do well in my qualifying. Firstly, yes of course, i'm dead lazy and think '' Oh what the heck, it's just qualifying. '' See? MOST students said that aren't they? Including me. But i know, i can do even 10 times better than my qualifying because why, because the real exam is the occasion when i really truly fight until i'm exhausted. Until i collapse. I would do whatever it takes to win :)

Secondly, LAST MINUTE REVISION. I admit, it was chaotic to put all those facts in your head in one day =/ And it's stupid too. Lol. Let's not tense up here.

But the truth is, i am very disappointed with my results. I am demoralized by all of this. I also know that this will motivate me to do well in the finals :) What if i get better results than my qualifying? I believe that and i will make it come true.

So this is my last post before i go to my training. I want to win right? I can't lose.

I'll be back before you know it. I'll be back here in November.

Good bye and take care.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-08-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!!

Nowdays i had a really bad stomache and i hate it so much. Maybe i got gastric or maybe my stomache just doesn't like fasting. Pfft. Anyways, i did POA 2 so badly! Why? Because i was having a battle with my stomach. Seriously, while i was doing the paper, my stomach felt like somebody poke it with a knife, so i needed to go to the toilet as soon as possible but i can't because the clock is ticking and i haven't done much. So i ignored it, prayed a little, think of something else and alhamdulilah it goes away! I panic and sent a little prayer again so that Allah would help me for the paper. I think i sort of done everything - and i didn't check because i was running out of time.

I just hope and prayed that i did my best :'( So after the POA 2, my qualifying exam was OVER. But not quite, we had practicals after that. The next day, we had Biology Practical and guess what? We were asked to test a Urine if it contained any glucose, protein or bile salts. The first thing that came to my mind was '' Is that a REAL urine? '' I had no idea but i'm hoping it was a diluted urine solution. I was also hoping i wouldn't see any Bunsen Burner as well but too bad, it was right there on the table bench!

To test for glucose, you need to heat it and CRAP! We HAD to light up the Bunsen Burner by ourselves. So with shaky hands i grabbed the matches, adjust the knob and thought '' Here goes nothing '' and Voila! It light up!! And i felt sooo good after that as my fear is gone! Wohooo!

Physics practical was not bad either. We had to do 3 experiments and i thought i did a great job on the three which only took 20 minutes each in Section A. For section B, we were asked to find the resistance, this bit is where i love the most because i love playing with wires and resistances and i was excited to do the experiment. It was so fun! :) I did the graphs and i guessed it was just okay.

Oh yeah, i know my geography marks already and all i want to say is Alhamdulilah! :)) For geo, i MUST get at least 80 %. M-U-S-T!

A MONTH and a half to go till the REAL O'LEVEL Exams. You think i'm nervous? You're wrong! I'm extremley without a doubt so very very N.E.R.V.O.U.S. D= Everytime i think of it i'd go like '' OH MY GOSHHHH!! LIKE WHA THEE??? OH MY GOSSHHH!!! O'LEVEL BAH!! OH.MY.GOSH!!! ''

LOL. But seriously, i'm that nervous.

I can't wait for December but i don't want October and November to come so early as well. Please Oct/Nov, please wait for me. Don't come so early. Give me a little more time to prepare. As if.

Oh yeah, i am so addicted to Baking Life! It's like the cutest game ever! We get to make our own personalized cupcakes and bake cakes and stuff. Very CUTE! :)

So i guessed that's it!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-08-13T02:06:00.001-07:00

Hello.

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadan to all muslims in the world! :)

Today is the second day of Ramadhan :) Last night my family and i sungkai at my granny's place, the food was delish and i ate a lot. So much for diet :D

The exams was okay. Tomorrow i have my Geo 1 and BM 2. I did read a bit of BM and geo today but i can't go that far. I don't have the energy and i always doze off while i'm reading so i just hope what i read so far stays in my brain until tomorrow.

The timetable for the REAL O'Level exam is here!!!! OH MY GOSHHHH!!! I'm so freaking panic my pulses run a mile every minute. =S I'm just that nervous and i wanted to puke. Urghh. I better bring a barf bag for the real exam. Lol. I'm working on my POA. I am trying SO HARD to like that subject. Really really trying so hard to LOVE POA. =/

I'm a music addict ;D my iPod goes everywhere i go! :)

I made this! Purely by me! :D I uploaded it on Youtube first then take the codes and posted it here :) '' Life's a climb, but the view's great ''

That's it from me! :)

Assalamualaikum.

going back

2010-08-07T03:40:00.000-07:00

What's up readers? Anything hot lately?

Well, guess what. I am going back to the old days where i'm addicted to facebook games again. Hahaha. I had nothing to do lately, no walls to walls so i started playing games like Baking Life, Night Club. It was great and so much fun. In the past months, i used to just check my facebook for a few minutes then log out because my facebook's dead. Like so dead and abandoned, there's practically nothing in my account!! No notifications and stuff, just plain boring. I used to stalk people, well not really. Just stalk their profiles and look at pictures but no worries, i'm not that a profile stalker more. I just played games...

So today's day started off pretty well. I woke up around 6 am and started searching for my iPod and pressed Miley's song - The Climb. Honestly i never get tired of that song. Not a bit. I think that's my all time fave song and it keeps me motivated and just go on with life. I have alot of songs in my iPod all of which are Justin Bieber's song :D Miley Cyrus, B.O.B, Beyonce, Alicia Keys and lots more. Yeah i'm a music addict and i can't live without it. I guess i'm just a teenager. I love browsing songs from Itunes and check the latest songs then i download it and put it on my iPod and just bring it everywhere! Whenever i'm shopping, going aways, the earbuds always in my ears.

Okay so i took a shower and ate breakfast. I still have exams you know so i prayed a little, hoping what i've already revise last night, i remember it today. I practiced past papers and stuff so it should be okay. I had Chemistry 2 today. I arrived to school at 7.30 and i went straight to the Library where i know that's where my friends. So yeah we hang around a bit and make jokes and then we started off revising with each other. At first, we planned to study at the library but then it closed for the Year 8 to do their orals so we went to the canteen instead.

Man, there were alot of noises in the canteen. I couldn't concentrate and just gave up and pray i remember everything. Really, the teachers laughing with their friends and the smell of food just kept me distracted but overall it was really fun just to be able to hang out with my friends. Me and Killah talked a bit, making jokes and talking about crushes. HAHA! ;D You see killah is a funny person. The way she talked and always making sound effects, you wouldn't believe her characters are like cartoons! She always makes jokes and everybody love her. But when she's down and stress or something's wrong, she just keeps quiet and don't want to talk. She's THAT funny.

And so my chemistry paper was i mean, i don't want to sound overconfident and all but i kinda can answer most of the questions which is a BIG relieve to me. Alhamdulilah. Everything i revised last night came out. I praise Allah for that :)

My planned after o'levels is to gear up my guitar playing skills. I would love to be a professional guitarist and when i do, i can just bring it everywhere and play songs for people. Isn't that so great? Hehehe.

Well i guess i better go now. I want to go back to the games. Hahahah

Assalamualaikum.
Have a great and blessful day people.

one word : Suck.

2010-08-05T03:02:00.000-07:00

Helo!!!!!!

I just want to say this :

So far my exams sucks so bad!!!!! >=/

Like seriously, i mean it CAN'T be that hard, can't it? Urgh.

So far all of my papers sucks except BM, Geo and Phy. Biology was horrible. Like so terribly horrible! I was soooo freaking blank! Especially the part where they asked about the differences between virus and bacteria. Like, what the heck? I didn't read on that one. So i manipulate the asnwers, hoping my answers were logic and not stupid. Urgh. I can tell my bio teacher will explode when she found out my answers. =/

As for Geography, it was perfectly fine and insyallah i get 80+ Amin :) For physics, it was not bad especially section A. I pretty much read everything so it did help alot. Hahaha

Oh yeah i read this book called Evermore which i bought in March or around that time in KL. It's by Alyson Noel. Okay so since i have nothing to do at this time around, let me type in the plot of the story :

After a horrible accident claims the lives of her family, sixteen year old Ever Bloom can see people's auras, hear their thoughts, and know someone's entire life story by touching them. Going out of her way to avoid human contact and supress her abilities, she has been branded a freak at her new high school - but everything changes when she meets Damen Auguste.

Damen is gorgeous, exotic, and wealthy. He's the only one who can silence the noise and random energy in her head - weilding a magic so instense, it's as though he can peer straight into her soul. As Ever is drawn depper into his enticing world of secrets and mystery, she's left with more questions than answers. And she has no idea just who he really is - or what he is. The only thing she knows to be true is that she's falling deeply and helplessly in love with him.

Nice isn't it? That's what makes me want to buy it in the first place. I like mysteries, especially in love. It's so very intense..

OH and guess what? JUSTIN BIEBER, yes, JUSTIN BIEBER will star in a film and it's going to be release on Valentine's Day February 2011. Can't wait!! :)) YEAAH! GO J BIEBER!! Apart from that, he's also going to release his second album (Y)

Okay, i've been surfing the internet for like umm 4 hours now? Haha. Time for me to stop and have dates with my chemistry notes.

Here chemistry notes, where are youuuuu?

Assalamualaikum.

2010-07-31T01:31:00.001-07:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yah, like i haven't blog since umm JUNE!! Now i's JULY. I haven't blog in a MONTH. I was busy and maybe a bit lazy too! My mum was right, this blog is abandoned! But i still love blogging though. :) So what the heck did i do in the past month?

Well, lots and lots of stuff like studying, attend extra class oh and did i mention studying too? LOL. Yeah, i SUCESSFULLY control myself to be away from the computer! Isn't that soooo great?

Let's see. Hmm.. I went to KK on the 15th ( yea i know. On the day His Majesty's birthday, hehe ). I bought 4 books altogether! And then there's this one time where we went to this bookstore and i had to control myself NOT to buy anymore books but i did. Hahaha. Don't worry, i promise mom i won't buy anymore books till next year. We'll see though because i'm going to Singapore this December with Uda and granny and, hellllo? There are lots of bookstores in Singapore you know! Who to blame? I most probably will BUY books then. Please mommy? :D

And my qualifying is on MONDAY. YAY! We went to the hall today at school to know our seating arrangement. I was sitting on the second row, 4th column from the back. Not bad, eh?

First up is Maths 'D' 2 and Bahasa Melayu. Wish me good luck because i need all the luck i can get!

I also wanted to wish our Bahasa Melayu teacher who is going to further her studies in UBD a big CONGRATULATIONS! She's been teaching me since Form 1. :'( thanks for everything teacher :) We held a celebration. We had cakes, foods and stuff and of course, SNAP! we took lots of pictures. I don't know why but i think there are going to be lots of goodbyes this year :(

So i think that's about it! I have to study!

Teacher said : We have to sit and fight till the very end during the examination. That gives me a chill =S

Well , i have to prepare for the battle then. I have to go training so i can fight well, if you know what i mean ;)

Good byes with lots of love. I'll be baaaccck!

Assalamualaikum

good at this

2010-06-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

Heyyyya!

OMB. I just found out that Twilight Saga ' Eclipse ' was premiere in LA yesterday! How coooool! I can't wait for it!

Here's their picture arriving at the premiere. I got these from one of Kristen Stwart's fansite.

OH SORRY! Justin wasn't suppose to be here!! :p

What? Oh right. He wasn't at the Eclipse premiere okay. This picture was when he was in MMVA in Canada. He won 3 awards by the way. It's pretty legit how he started his career in Canada and won his first ever awards in Canada as well.

Yeah well. I'm pretty good at all of these. No biggie.

And if you're wondering, YES, i'm into celebrities :) it was just for pleasure.

Got to go!

12 JULY 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ ENGLISH QUALIFYING EXAM. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ]

Bye!

Assalamualaikum!

what the buck.

2010-06-19T01:55:00.000-07:00

Something is seriously wrong with my twitter. Or perhaps, something is stupidly wrong with my computer. The last time i checked on Twitter, i had 4000+ tweets and when i opened it today, i have 900+ tweets. Like, what the buck??? I had no idea. I work so hard to reach that and now i lose it all? Damn it. And yes, it's a big deal for me, okay?

Maybe it's a sign! YEAH! Like : '' I am doing this because your O'Level is drawing near and you have to concentrate. You are too adicted to twitter and i'm the one who has to stop you before you lose all your chance. '' OH CRAP. That is possible!! Well, i don't know who might say something like that. >=/ hmmmphh, but still. I work so hard for it.

I was stressed today. I did all my homeworks today, an exception to maths which i'm going to do it after this. My stupid geo file wouldn't fit everything! The file is already too loaded. And by the way, i'm not saying Geo is stupid, i'm saying my FILE is stupid. Yeah, whatever.

I want ice-cream!!

here we go!

2010-06-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

My cat just died.

I'm just pulling your leg!

HAHAHAHAHAH. I don't even have a cat okay.

Anyway, i'm listening to my Itunes now. Wanna know what song just play now?

It's STUCK IN THE MOMENT. By who?? Yep. You guessed it. =D

Holiday is almost to an end and it really SUCKS so bad.

2 months and 4 months to go. Grrreat.

Here's a video made PURELY from yours truly :) Sorry it's in a bad quality and FYI i didn't record the song from a radio >=/ well, it sounded like its been recorded from somewhere but NO, okay? This is my first ever made video so don't judge me or i'll judge you back. I compress the file too low- well you don't need to know that. Hmmmphh.

And this video is TOTALLY EPIC! Hot dance movee!!

HAHAHA. I totally loove this video. Esp. when Justin pointed at Ryan Butler, it says '' Follow me : Its Ryan Butler '' on his shirt. EPIC!! Yeah, i'm hyped.

That's it from me.

Bye luvies!

Assalamualaikum.

2010-06-04T21:16:00.000-07:00

Hello!

First of all, i would like to say

HAPPY HOLIDAY!

This holiday is not going to be fun because a) i'm not going anywhere ( unlike last year where this time around, we were in New Zealand ) and b) i have to revise for my upcoming qualifying exam.

So yeah that's basically what i'm gonna do this holiday. WATCH TV, REVISE, EAT & SLEEP and do it all over again :D oooh, don't forget to exercise too! Healthy lifestyles goes a looooooooong way :)

I met RAHIYAH last week at the Giant. She was my bestfriend back when we were at the primary school. I always hang out with her and stuff so it's good to see her again. We did exchange phone numbers so we can keep in touch. :)

Well i guessed i have to go.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-05-27T23:54:00.000-07:00

Hello :)

I'm currently doing my PHYSCIS PROJECT now :)

So i've been told by facebook that my old ugama friends invited me to come over to JP this 9th of June. I really do miss them so much but i sometimes still feel awkward when i meet them. I think i will invite some of my friends to come over too. I hope my mom let me go to meet them and have this reunion.

This is a suprise reunion. If i go alone, i do feel extremely awkward so i just have to bring a few or some of my friends. Oh and yeah, i haven't been to JP since like, umm 10 years old maybe? LOL. I love the pony rides though. Hahaha

OMG, I'm dooooooooooooomed. I have a test this Tuesday for biology, ALL TOPICS!! That's crazy and i just have a few days to cover it up. I must start now! Well, i should have start earlier but no matter, i will start revising after i've done updating this blog.

Okay, roger and out.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-05-25T02:18:00.000-07:00

Hey there.

What's buzzing?

For me, nothing much. Just the usuals.

I had extra classes today : geography & chemistry. It was fun though we did escpaed Geo for 15 minutes just to go to the canteen - and wandering around the school. lol

Anyway, i heard there are going to be Singaporean Visitors this saturday. Great! One will come and join our class :)

Apart from that, we had lots of homeworks, compositions and stuff. It's alot :( No shortcuts. LOL.

That's it from me.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-05-22T01:16:00.000-07:00

Hey.

School was fine. We had 2 tests today for chemistry, one in the morning, one in the afternoon. In my opinion, the afternoon test was much easier than the morning one and yeah, i love electrolysis. :) Other than that, during our last period which is English, we watched GOOD NIGHT MR TOM. Again, it was a nice story but the novel is much more fun than the movie.

Oooh, i can't wait for ECLIPSE! I read all the reviews and the trailer, it's going to be the BOMB! I hope they premiere it in Brunei.

Here's the the plot of the story ( Adapted from Wikipedia )

The story opens with the revelation that Seattle, Washington is being plagued by a string of unsolved murders, which Edward suspects is caused by a new vampire that is unable to control its thirst for human blood. As Edward and Bella apply to colleges, Bella explains to Edward her desire to see her friend, Jacob Black, a werewolf. Although Edward fears for her safety, Bella insists that neither Jacob nor his wolf pack would ever harm her, and she begins visiting him occasionally. Meanwhile, Alice Cullen has a vision that Victoria, a vampire who is hunting Bella for revenge, has returned to Forks. A few days later, Edward proposes to Bella and, despite harboring an aversion to marriage, she accepts.

Bella and the Cullens soon realize that the Seattle murders are being committed by an "army" of newborn vampires, controlled by Victoria. The Cullens join forces with the wolf pack to combat this threat. As everyone else prepares for battle, Edward, Bella, and Jacob camp in the mountains, hidden during the battle, where they are later joined by Seth Clearwater, a young wolf pack member, to wait out the fight.

In the morning, Jacob becomes upset when he overhears Edward and Bella discussing their engagement and threatens to join the fight and get himself killed. To stop him, Bella kisses Jacob and comes to realize that she is in love with him as well. During the battle, Victoria tracks Edward's scent to Bella's forest hiding place, and Edward is forced to fight. After Victoria and her army are successfully destroyed, Bella explains to Jacob that while she loves him, her love for Edward is greater. After receiving a wedding invitation from Edward, Jacob runs away in his wolf form to escape his heartbreak over Bella's decision to become a vampire.

Can't wait.

Bye!

Assalamualaikum!

2010-05-20T00:40:00.000-07:00

Hello.

School today was okay. Not so much things going on :)

The video below is called Wedding Dress which is from TAEYANG

I'm NOT really a big fan but i fall inlove with this song. It's a very ncie song and oh yeah, it's in the english version :) I don't know who sings this but i'm convinced it's not Taeyang.

Most importantly, i really think this is a nice song!

2010-05-19T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hey.

Nothing interesting today. Just the usuals. We have maths extra class today. I love maths. LOL. No. I'm serious.

I'm gonna have my BIOLOGY TEST on the 4th of JUNE. Hahahaha :D

I loooooooooooooooooove this song. Never bores me when i hear it. :) It's like a word of determination.

2010-05-16T03:53:00.000-07:00

Hey.

Did nothing today except went out for lunch for Akif's birthday. It was fun. We had a private room just for the whole family.

Okay, check this out. It's too cute!

BUNNY FLOP. :D

2010-05-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

OH YEAH!!!!!!

I bought MY WORLDS ;D

Combination of My World 1.0 and My World 2.0.

This is super COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

Thanks mum for buying it for me!

2010-05-15T00:45:00.000-07:00

Hello.

So yeah, i've changed the background again. I think it's fine but the problem is with the links. I couldn't make it a list. I'll work it out somehow.

Today was okay. I had fun at school especially with Qyl. She was so funny and fun to be around with.

During english we watched GOOD NIGHT MR TOM. It was a beautiful story about World War 2 where London at war with Hitler. Personally, i love the book much more than the movie. The book was by Michelle Magorian. Brilliatn writer and how she described everything smoothly. :)

Oh happy belated birthday to my cuzzy, Afizul. :) Stay a good boy and may Allah bless you. AMIN.

Gotta go.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-05-13T02:54:00.000-07:00

Hello. Sorry i haven't been posting anything lately. I'm just lazy.

I had fun at my birthday, all my cousins came and all those :)

In the past few months, i've been working hard ( i think ) and i have extra classes everyday.

Anyway, the picture below is MICHAEL FARADAY.

Did you know that without him, we wouldn't have any technology nowdays?

He worked as a bookbinder and because of that, he reads a lot. He didn't receives much education but he was famous for his brilliliant experiments that even Albert Einstein referred/studied his experiment.

He discoved magnetic induction of which how the current flows just by magnet using DC or AC current. He was born on the 22 September 1791 ( imagined that!!!! about 3 centuries ago!! ) and later died at the age of 75 on the 25 August 1867.

Thank you Michael Faraday. :)

Michael Faraday

Oh and i found out that this was where Albert Einstein live. The picture might be edited but the important thing, it is really a nice house. :)

Since when am i into science? Since always :D

Look up to them more, it's really interesting and fun to learn sciences and understand them..

Bye!

Assalamualaikum.

p.s if there's any details wrong, i'm sorry.

2010-04-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hello. :)

So i finally know my marks, well.. only Biology anyway. I got 70++ which was okay but i'm not satisfied. But what i'm so happy about, is the fact that teacher targeted me to have 60+ marks but i exceeds her expectations, which is GRRREATT! I'm so frigging happy!

And the rest of my classmates do well too so we hope to gain hope from our teacher, we want her to SCOLD us, tell us what's right and wrong and please don't give up on us. It's already proven, we have improved! And it's up to her and maybe, she'll give us a speech about she was wrong about us and all that. Oh please, oh please... We love our bio teacher, she cared so much about us but after the incident, she lost hope in us and doesn't scold us anymore and the only way to gain her hope on us, is to do well in our mid-year and i say, we have proven to her!

So....

Y'all know i have my BIEBER FEVER right? And i'm so crazy over JB? HAHA

I went to the mall with my parents today and i bought the ' TIGER BEAT ' Magazine which has JUSTIN BIEBER IN IT as well as the front cover. And i literally gasp when i saw it. LOL.

He's everywhere in the store, from that magazine to these magazines and you know what? I've got his huge posters attached to the mag which is like, Awesome! Hahahaha

Here's the photos i've taken, WEEEEEE

And here's the poster of him with his signature on my wall. :)

Exclusive photos of behind the scenes of ' Baby '

Another poster XD

Heeeeeee. :) So i guess that's it from me. It's late and i have tution tomorrow. :((

Byes.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-04-21T00:58:00.000-07:00

Hello.

When is The Last Song premiere in BRUNEI? Anyone? Please inform me. This is so lagging. I wanna watch that movie =((

Anyway, exam? Not bad.

I dropped my iPod last night. Sorry mom :( I know my behavior was stupid and chilidsh. I can't promise i never do that again because that's just who i am and i'm trying to change... I cried last night you know

So imma sign off cause EXAM IS NOT OVER YET.

GOOD BYES.

Assalamualaikum.

2010-04-17T00:38:00.000-07:00

Hello.

So i don't know how to begin this but

Chemistry 2 as well as POA 2 was HARD .

I ran out of time so i stumble on the answers. I wrote down answers that make sense to me on the last minute and next thing i knew, i heard '' Alright, time is up '' SHUCKS!

I hate it. If that's how the O'level paper is this year, then i'm sooooo in trouble! =( Not that i won't study. Everybody said so, it's so damn hard. Uhhh, good luck to our marks.

On the POA side, at first it was okay but towards the end, i kinda didn't get the balance sheet balance. It was more on the credit side with a $500 difference..

Well, for whatever marks i get, i will deal with it and i blame it on myself for preparing on the last minute. I should've have revise early but no matter, it already happened.

But still, the papers weren't 100% hard. Only some of it.......

I'm currently listening to the music right. And i'm kinda tired.

So TTFN

Assalamualalikum.

2010-04-17T00:09:00.000-07:00

2010-04-03T01:41:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Today was okay. Well except for biology, the boys didn't do their experiment at home so the teacher blew up. It was horrible and few of the girls cried. It was the boys fault, blame it on the guys. Then there were the comparison again. Sci3 is better than us and all those. Whatever, we'll prove you wrong, insyAllah. We did chemistry group work. It was fine.

My mum bought me an iPod nano, apple. It was the coolest thing ever! But unfortunately, i must have iTunes version 9 or else i can't download anything. But luckily, dad has macbook so i can upload it from there. Now, i have apple. But i'm not a fan of apple, i'm more of the honeydew person. LOL.

Okay so, that's all i have to say. One more thing, i really really really really really hope the guys are seriou since our mid-year is here and O'LEVEL too. Come on, we can prove them wrong, i know we can do it. :)

Goodbye.
Assalamualaikum.

2010-04-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Mid-year exam is less than 2 weeks. I've had a LITTLE revision. I think i need somebody to punch, pinch or kick me to make me realise that O'Level is nearly here. I'm scared! Yet, i didn't put any action. I know right, it's stupid.

Anyway, my class, 5sci2 created our very own official facebook and blog account.

Here's the link to our blog ;

http://www.5sci2-2010.blogspot.com

:)

I better go! I need to study! :(

Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Sorry for not updating. I've been busy as usual but now that it's near my mid-year exam, things are getting pretty stressful because of the massive homeworks we were given. Not to mention my geo homework, i've got lots! The answers are not just one sentence, it's more like an essay so it's a pretty hard work if you want to write an essay. *sigh

I can't say i haven't revise anything. Well, i've tried and i really do sucks in maths. Not that i don't like it. I just don't get it okay. Things at school was fine. We had Bio extra class last Tuesday, it was fun though. We had to cut flower into half and all that. I'm really worried about my upcoming exam. I'm worried and scared too.

So umm, my sweet 16 is coming! LOL. What?! Of course, i'm an adult already. I can get hold and manage myself just fine.

So imma sign off now.

2010-03-19T04:20:00.000-07:00

Random video i created last night ;)

Oh yeah, i mispelled the word ' HOLIDAY ' :D

2010-03-03T01:04:00.000-08:00

Hello!

All i have to say is, i've got alot of homeworks. Seriously, everyday. Okay i'm complaining here but whatever. And i wanna revise my Maths and Bio too for tomorrow test so i only got a few minutes to update.

I wanna post this video cause i love this song!

Yep, you guessed it. It's Justin Bieber's new song from My World 2.0 called Never Let You Go.

I'm sorry if i have JB's name all over my blog but it's my blog............

ooh and here the video is funny!

Bye for now.

Assalamualikum.

2010-03-01T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hello. :)

Today was okay. I catch up alot today so that's pretty good. About to have tution in one hour's time. Aaaand, we've got test for tution. Incredibe!

Today is Justin Bieber's 16th birthday. Haha. Happy Bieberday! :D

Assalamualaikum.